No trust was developed from the very beginning. So what do you expect from a new christian who is seeking friendship with other christians? She had never met anyone like you within christian circles. At least I knew your ups and downs and all a-rounds.
High hopes for me? What does that mean in Trapper talk? Did you think I would come to your way of belief system? Lord knows I tried to follow what you were saying. And when I struggled the most to understand I would ask a friend if I'm just being slow for some reason, because I really blamed myself, and the response was always that they didn't understand what you were saying or where you were even going with your points either. So apparently it's not just me. If you have people that follow what you are saying, let them follow you, teach them if they want what you share and I will do the same with people that I understand. It's the only way I know.