"you and God has to become one as you allow his conversation to be
your conversation, so to say one has God will, or conscious or Love, or eternal
life. why we stay separate? not full awake, what is there between that suppress
us from that existence? how long you have to wait from that one you are?"
Not a single statement above is true. Each and every person on Planet
Earth is a child of God. Do you think that God would create us and then
abandon us without chatting with us? You don't even have to be
"Christian" in order to chat with God, or Jesus, or Mary, or
Buddha.
You are an eternal spirit who has a body. If you are seeking God then
search for Him where Jesus said he was at. Turn within to discover
Him/Her.