I know what you mean about missing video games. There is a genuine feeling of longing, like your good friend or beloved pet is waiting for you.
Sorry to hear about the injury. That makes it even more challenging to be media free.
I will say this much: there is absolutely no judgement from god upon any of your actions. It is a free will universe by design. Ultimately the only question to ask is if it genuinely brings you closer to what you want deep in your soul or not, and to follow through as best you can. Media programs the subconscious mind. Plug into a mainstream game like GTA and before you know it you are killing civilians, stealing cars and snagging prostitutes in your stolen lambourgini while sleeping.
Astral Entities will come over you through the attunement. You will feel a decline in your moment to moment well-being. It may take months to deprogram yourself. I am still in the process of removing media from my etheric body, unearthing old nintendo games i didnt even remember existed.
Is it worth the fun? It's your decision. Stiff price but high payoff, like a drug i suppose.