Re: Take the challenge, no more toxic people.

molested at age six
again at fifteen
married the second molester because i was afraid i was pregnant
he beat me
joined the army during viet nam era to escape my marriage
have been raped violently three times
one rapist handcuffed me, put a sack on my head and a gun in my ear, used a carrot in my butt, a cucumber in my vagina, the cops couldn't any of his dna, so he got away with it
another one grabbed my by the hair stood me up and slapped me, sat me down and slapped me, stood me up and slapped me, sat me down and slapped me, poured everything liquid he could find on my head as i sat on the couch as he demanded, then put in the bathtub, held me down with the commode plunger and ran hot water over me, all because i said that i was tired and didn't want to have sex any more
whie he was looking around for something else to do to me, i escaped out the back door, and ran butt naked, across cactus and hid in a ditch, it was december and very cold outside, to make a long story short, i could barely walk for two weeks because the bottom of my feet were so sore from all the cactus quills
the other one held me down and suffocated me with his fat
i fought him as hard as i could and passed out
woke up the next morning and he was gone
so was all my money
that was in my twenties
now i am learning how to avoid emotional rape
i am sure this will happen when i am sensitive enough to avoid accidentally emotionally raping others
silence does not seem to be the answer because i can project my thoughts
how to end molestive thoughts is the expensive question
death is not the answer says jc in acim