I have been thinking about what to say to him should he call to come by, besides just "no". I will say to him that though I said last time that I would just enjoy what we have while staying focused on what really I want - a committed loving fulfilling relationship which I know I will find with the right person - I realized that I no longer have any interest in anything BUT that.
I told him that day as he left that it didnt matter if it was him or someone new. I already made it clear, that I dont look at him to one day be that man for me any longer.
I will print out your exercises for me to do this morning - my printer was out of ink. I feel better already this morning. I am no longer confused, and frustrated with the situation. I feel hopeful again.
I am grateful it happened around V-day now, because it made me discover this huge rock/pain that is blocking my stream. It was like "all hell breaking lose" as Abraham describes it. I realized that it didnt happen because I was not applying LOA well. The bandaids just came off! I am going to address this with your exercises and free my stream so I will move towards all I desire smoothly :-)