"Personally, I would let go of the oxytocin thing, it only gives you an excuse to be where you are :-)"
Makes sense :-)
One month to get to a really good feeling place in terms of relationships and into alignment is not much time considering the years I spend doing the opposite.
I feel a little better already - you give me hope Maya!! Others have gone through what im going through and made it. So will I :-)
I will do the exercises you posted for me and get back to you :-)
Just one thing - what do I say to him if he calls to see me now? I feel like I invited that by telling him it was okay as he left. I guess UNYIL I get myself into alignment he will want to see me. I suppose the sign that I AM aligned would be him staying away completely or surprising me with change???