I'm replying to this post now before I get distracted so it may take me clarifying some more...
Desire: I want financial abundance for me (and my family).
"What do you Fear and how to you Criticise yourself?"
I/we don't have enough money.
I have to work hard for my money.
I have to figure out how to make ends meet.
To make more money, I must work more hours or receive higher pay.
I must be doing something wrong to always be living paycheck-to-paycheck.
This is the way things are (with this topic.) This is what was modeled to me. My parents lived paycheck-to-paycheck (or with less), their parents were poor, in-laws were, etc.
I can't afford the 'extras' in life, like workshops, vacations, etc.
I have to prove myself in order to recieve (ohhhh, big one!!!)
I don't deserve abundance.
I'm not worthy of financial abundance.
I feel childish when I think of being 'rich'. I'm not mature enough to have abundance?
I feel ashamed that I don't more abundance.
I really feel my resistance is in receiving....if this isn't obvious to anyone else. :) Ah, man, these thoughts are so critical!!! Yuck!
Gosh, this feels extreme to me. I don't 100% believe all of these yet they are there. Ok, I think this is *plenty* to start with!