Well well well.
Funny enough I just looked over to this forum and saw that you must be online right now. My wife and I are both 38 years old.
I have other posts to you on the deceased loved ones forum, don't forget to check them. I am from Los Angeles originally ut now live near Fresno in a very small little town called Exeter. I hope everything works out for you, as I can relate quite a bit with you in a lot of what you've said about poor diet and being overweight ect. I was concerned that you seemed suicidal and that you appeared to go from being extremely down to being extremely up, and vice versa. Take care,
Dave