Thank you for responding. Your words are wise ones.
Today, my mother and I spent the day together Christmas Shopping and went to lunch. It was a wonderful day for both of us.
I bought the book "Pulling Your Own Strings" by Dr. Wayne W. Dyer.
Are you fimiliar with it? It is basically about taking control of our own life. I think it will help me a lot.
I thought a lot about what you wrote and you are right. I can not move to the other coast and expect all my "problems" to go away. I will never be happy untill, I resolve them and to do that
I must take back the control over my life that I gave away.