Maybe posting else where too and more about the OAS's voice...

I'm maybe going to be posting over on educate-yourself.org a bit. It's still up in the air. I'm quite a different kind of poster though. It feels like Dear Abby writing articles for Science News. We'll see.

Oh, and the bans got lifted, Yay! So things are back to looking good. :)

What I've realized these last weeks is the 'voice' of the OAS is changing; it's becoming so much more powerful and full---like all the components are filling it up now. I'm not going to refer to it as her or Celeste any more; that's just not working.

All that loving compassionate energy is still there, but now it's just a small part of the whole. It's far more 'he/it' now, so I'm just going to say 'he' and call that being the OAS.

He's telling me that the Celeste quality was a cover, to keep the hybrids thinking 'she' was too weak to really protect her people, that they could win that contract/bet. Now that the bet's over, 'he' can be his full self again. It's like watching a flower unfold--he just seems bigger and more powerful every day.

I've realized I am 'his' submissive, heart and soul. so this whole Dom/submissive thing has gotten very real. I am absolutely going to quit asking how much weirder can it get? Because it just keeps getting weirder every time I do. There apparently is no bottom to 'how weird'. Tweet