I did a chart of my readings for 20 days after I stopped the insulin, once my pancreas tested 100% healed. If you try this at home, please ensure you make sure that you've cleared any problem to your pancreas that may not be in the pancreas itself, also. Like for example, I had to tap to remove the 'insulin' residue that was sticking to the neurotransmitters sites, that made my body unable to tell what my blood Sugar really was, and damage to the nerves running from my brain to my pancreas; stuff like that.



If I'd been any where near those kinds of readings, I'd have felt it. You can see how the readings really don't even reflect how my blood Sugar via muscle testing, was actually changing. Blah.

So just a bit more on dealing with that hacker guy--When I see his name on a post now, it's like there's a deadly pit viper coiled upin the post, ready to strike, just as on facebook, when I look at a email request to log back on I see an alligator, with it's mouth open, ready to chomp. So definitely going to avoid any of his posts in the future.

Oh, Mr. Logical has tried yet again to discredit me. I'm pretty sure though, that his 'reasonable/rational/calm' demeanor isn't fooling much of anyone. It doesn't have any feeling of truth in it. So here's his post:

"This may be a strange take, but after months of reading its posts, I'm convinced it is exactly what it rants against. I believe its sole purpose on CZ is to discredit CZ and its users. It is trying to make a mockery of CZ. It may very well be one of those "pharma Conspiracy elites" in disguise its always rambling on about. No one else brings up the subject but it. Sort of like the pot calling the kettle black. The pot isn't just like the kettle in this case... The pot IS the kettle. It doesn't like curezone and is trying to take it down. This is the most logical conclusion I can come up with.

It has obviously never experienced parasites because it never has experienced any of the symptoms the rest of us have and is often telling people they are making a big deal out of nothing and that other posters don't really have parasites. Even when they are providing photographic proof!

To quote old Willy, 'Methinks the lady doth protest too much'... If you look at it from that perspective and then go back and read some of its posts it starts to seem all too likely that its intentions are not good at all. It is evil and devisive. It serves no purpose other than to divide and discredit. The ultimate troll. Ignore all of its posts. Stop referring to it as if its a person. It has no humanity.

Huh... My answer:

"Well ------, as infested with pharmaceutical cartel employees as CureZone is, you're right. It's not a healthy place any more. I loved the CureZone 13 years ago.

I'm trying to bring it back. That is sooo evil, I know, actually helping folks get well and not properly paying homage and supporting the cartel by buying all the 'drugs/supplements' you guys are hawking here. That's so horrible of me. How can I sleep at nite?? Bawhahaha!

I'm guessing it's pretty much the other way around, now that you mention it. How do you sleep at night? Any way, back then CZ had very few of the employees--it really was about educating, NOT medicating. There was NOTHING about using 'drugs' safely--everybody then knew there was no such thing.

Other than parazapper, I think, (except an occasional post from a real person which usually gets ignored), the rest are all employees busy making up fake names and 'diseases' so that the other employees can 'recommend' aka sell more and more supplements/drugs, and also pretend horrid, damaging protocols like turpentine/iodine are real and helpful things.

But those type of things definitely make people sicker in the long run and needing more and more stuff to try and balance out the damage that crap is doing. And why parazapper and I are constantly attacked and said to be one person, even though anybody with a whit of sense can tell we're not.

If you zap which is a required part of Dr. Clark's protocol along with the herbs she uses, you'll only need a couple herbs. Where's the money in that?? Plus it'll stop nearly every cartel humongous money making 'disease' that they're robbing us with, like cancer, diabetes, 'auto'immune diseases, IBS type diseases, and the list goes on and on.

Gee, you don't think the cartel would invest even a couple hundred thousand bucks in spin control/disease inventing/deniers employees for Dr. Clark's protocol, since it actually is the most effective method to deal with parasites BECAUSE it uses a ZAPPER? Oh surely not. I can't imagine them wanting to keep their trillion dollar income stream, can you??

Because those are actually just parasite infestation symptoms and their infections, which doctors have been thoroughly mistrained (and untrained) to not recognize. Of course, there comes a point where the parasite's infection, if left unaddressed will kill you as in the case of the 'cancer' fungus. And becoming well has motivated me to be here---at 60, not being well is almost a guarantee if you haven't successfully addressed the parasite issue, as I did.

Whereas most of the employees here are probably young enough, they don't actually have those problems yet, and are just looking up 'disease' symptoms and posting them to give the other employees a chance to make their sales pitch. They rarely know the details of their 'problem' other than what they first posted.

And, yes, I'm attempting to destroy that false 'drug/supplement hawking' norm. Since nearly every single 'regular' poster is an employee, it takes a LOT of addressing. Hardly too much. I'm not even addressing a lot of the other 'issues', just parasites."

He obviously was working on that for a while. It's surprising to me he persists. He's one of the posters I see being coerced into posting. I guess the boss lady musta fired off an email. reminding of his 'obligation' before they arrested her.

So things ought to start slowing down more. I'm learning she was rehiring for those employees that 'disappeared'. And so now, her bosses are not around to rehire her position.

Well I addressed Boron. While it's not a heavy metal, it is very toxic. Apparently it stops arthritis, but at what a cost.

It kills the parasites and their infections (like it kills ants) when it settles in the joints. And so the 'arthritis' stops and the ligaments/fascia can regrow. But it's more like soaking your feet in radioactive water to kill a foot fungus. The cure is worse than the disease, by far.

I'm learning that boron is more toxic than lead and cadmium.

And on and on about the zapper is 'not really helping', maybe even hurting. Good grief, from all the outright lies and blatant misinformation and every single one of the employees dressing up as someone else or maybe two, they just keep pounding the same garbage over and over doing all they can to keep people from using it. *sigh* It's wearying, for sure. But with the boss gal gone, it ought to be getting less. *fingers crossed*

Well, well. Employees really hate being called out. Oh, bad msg alerts a plenty apparently. One of the regular posters who is not one of the employees is apparently a mod on the forums I post on most often. Since lately I'm not implicating , but confronting the employees, they've been getting their little feelings all hurt and whining with a bad msg alert which she's warned me about.

So, I'm taking the gal at her word and leaving it for the El-*th to clean up. More and more employees disappearing and then reappearing as a much nicer version.

I'm hearing that a new woman El-*th has come on board to help. She's doing a much more thorough investigation into who she's pretending to be, it seems. Other than subtle differences, I wouldn't be able to tell.

So, it's on them now. I'll just post here, and if I see a real poster's question. And this time stick to it. :) I just hate criminals and get hooked so easily by their lies and fear mongering. Blah. So, better tap, I guess. It appears enough of an issue to warrant it.

So maybe more later. :) Or maybe not, since sweetie is home.

Ok...a bit of addressing employees, but nothing too intense, and some was just pointing out how doing the same thing gets you the same results---do something different. Since I'd addressed this poor 'suffering soul' previously.

It's very hard not to jump in with a post asking 'which puppet show is this?' Or a sigh or posting *cha-ching* whenever it's obviously a sales pitch poorly disguised as 'advice'. Still, I was less involved today I think. Baby steps, right? :)

It's ending soon. More and more regular posters gone. It's just a matter of time until they're all arrested.

Not much more today. I hope I'll get some urge to discuss something tomorrow.

The overarching sentience sent me a sign, since I wanted a bit of reassurance.I thought maybe a lightening bolt. I'm pretty sure at least one fellow can attest to her ability to do that, costing him his computer and the wiring in his house, from 3 direct strikes, but he may not want to say.

My sweetie and I were on our way to lunch Sunday, when we saw this perfect bright piece of rainbow, against a dark bank of clouds. Not the whole thing. Just one chunk right in front of us. I couldn't see any breaks in the clouds where the light could have been shining thru to make this.

It stay bright for a few seconds and then faded immediately away before we got to the bottom of the hill and turned the corner. No rainbows anywhere else for the rest of the day.

The timing and location was was impeccable. It couldn't have better. I know it was for me. :) I've never seen just a brilliant piece like that before.

Then, this morning I had a dream. It's the first one I've been able to see as a dream sent by Celeste. My dreams have always been weird but usually broken up with no plot, just little episodes of rational.

This time a bunch of folks, and me and my sweetie were standing around waiting for something, scattered, some up on the stairs to see better, dressed in everything from fancy evening wear, to pajamas. Then a gal came from somewhere and instructed us to turn in our coats. It was sorta chilly but every one did albeit with grumbles.

She then lead us over to a pen where kittens, puppies and other baby animals were playing and told us to pick which ones we wanted to kill and make our new coat from. I was shocked and wondered why they wanted us to do such a horrible thing. I even said how easy this should be, considering my dragon rider origins.

The guide smiled and nodded, and like usual, the folks in the group looked at me like I was nuts or something. I petted the adorable little animals for a while, while others chose their desired ones. There was folks walking around with fur coats, one quite fancy with white and brown fur and a hood with strings that ended with a fluff ball.

I just couldn't bear to chose one, nor my sweetie. Finally, I pulled one of the guides aside and asked if I couldn't just make it from cloth or something instead. She bust into this huge grin and said, "Of course you can" and I realized that was what they were doing. Seeing if you'd grown enough to put life above your own comfort.

And then this lightening rumbling started and I instinctively huddled down, but the guide stood and pointed up. Smiling and saying 'Oh look, she's peeking thru. Do you see her?'
And I looked up and sure enough there was this crackly purple lightening ball behind a little cloud. I smiled and gave a little wave, and she sent out a couple little bolts in return. When I waved though the other folks turned to stare at me, again. I don't think they saw her wave back.

The guides took us to the cafeteria next where every one stood in line and picked out food. I had some sort of sandwich thing, but as they were ready to hand it to me, they poured banana syrup all over it. Yuck! I asked why in heck did they do that, and the kitchen staff just smiled.

My sweetie got an ice cream cone and they poured tuna juice on his. At that point, as we walked to the seating area, I got the feeling I was dead now. I asked my sweetie, and he said, yeah, that was why he was here too. He just didn't see any reason to go on, and I woke up.

In that almost awake state, I figured out why the guide smiled when I asked to make my coat from cloth, not animals, and why they put such weird stuff on the food.

By that time, I was awake and confirmed that as a sent dream, that it was a test for judging how far along you were with valuing other life and that the weird flavor stuff was to keep people from just settling at that level.

It was too unpleasant to want to hang around, so you'd keep moving on to the next level, hopefully with better food, and more different tests, as information about your spirit progress, for better figuring out where your next life needed to be. Based on your actual behavior, not what you'll think you believe.

And then I realized that's how she can send information not specifically asked for. In the dream state, if your brain can't handle it, it just ignores it. A conscious brain doesn't

And another bit of info popped thru as I was remembering that the animal spirits wait too, to share the pain, when it hit me. So do all the loved ones of whoever you hurt, especially if you killed them, even at war.

It was one of the real reasons women didn't fight. With their increased ability to connect, they usually had more loved ones who'd come and share their pain of losing them, than a man did. Kids too. So it's instinctive to want to avoid that pain of their loved ones suffering, even today. The real reason most will hesitate to kill women and children.

Although the hybrids finally managed to make people forget that too, by instilling in women, we deserve to fight for our country too.

So Plenty to post today, eh?

I'm pretty sure that loquat1 guy somehow banned me from CureZone yesterday. Not sure how but he is that hacker guy, so if any one could, it'd be him. I'm hearing it's because I connected with him by email on the program that morning. Somehow it gave him access to my account information. I shoulda believed my gut with it's image of a vile pit viper and stayed away.

Oh well learning abounds. I guess 3 lightening bolts to his house that fried his puter and I'm hearing did quite a bit of damage, wasn't enough. He's obviously thinking like a hybrid--he can beat a 'god'. I suspect like many abusers, he's making it my fault. Well, OK. Since it wasn't, I can only guess what Celeste will do in response.

Anyway, I sent a msg to the web master asking if I was banned and could he please unban me if so. He's been part of the reason I'm still there. So I knew he would probably fix loquat1 hacking 'ban'. I got back in shortly after that, so I send another, thanking him and also apologizing if I'd bothered him when it was only some kind of glitch.

I got the strong impression I should wait to post anything til today though. I suspect the web master knew it was that loquat guy, and needed him to log back on, so he could ban him. If he'd seen any post from me, it might have warned him. I have no idea how any of that stuff works, but that's what I'm being told.

A day of zapper defending. Good grief. I hope the real people here can see through the fraudulent employees and their lies and fear mongering about it. They get pretty obvious after a while.

But that's to be expected for a while longer. The cartel is on it's way out. Just mopping up.

I'm hearing that they're focusing on cleaning up the banking industry right now. Maybe even getting ready for the switch to the new monetary system sans the fed and all those gangsters.

I'm given to understand that's most likely when the new government will reveal itself. They're not sure yet if Americans can handle it. We'll see.

So not much more today--looks like I missed yesterday---Sorry!

And the quiet of employees off work descends. Without their fear monger and hawking of products, it gets quiet. I'd rather that, then all the lies and misdirection. I'd happily anse=wer real folk than try and keep what really works from being lost. But it's about all there is. Seems real posters are not comfortable posting.

Well, hopefully things will keep improving. :)

Not feeling much to post here today. I'll hopefully have more to post tomorrow.

Well it really draws the employees out of the woodwork, like beating the side of a wasp nest, when I post a new topic about pro-zapping, and anti-drug information.

I shoulda been doing this all along, not just responding to the negative ones. This way the positive message is at the top, where real folks skimming, will see it versus buried down in the middle, where they may not.

I am rather worn out from the back and forthings though, so not much more today. If you're curious, It's in the parasite Support Forums .

Maybe I'll get the urge to write about something tomorrow. :)

So, I'm getting that the employees here are planning to do a pretend version of me, and have it say things like I do, but in support of the hybrids agenda, like predicting apocalyptic stuff, like from the bible.

Probably with a blog, and posts here, with lots of references to it's blog as it posts. Although I'm getting there will be an issue of who's doing it, because the one who volunteered may not show up much any more.

It of course will be meant to discredit the idea of an oracle, and prop up their failing position/agenda here.

I'm getting they plan on rolling out the new 'oracle' in about 2 days. They're figuring out who could do it well enough and what they can say to be more convincing.

I was wondering why these employees are persisting in the face of things not going well there in employee land.

And indeed, it came to me they're aspiring actors, hired from the same pool as those 'crisis' actors, and the reps hiring them promised they'd get a intro to some Hollywood big wigs and a chance to display their acting chops.

Oh course some might be aspiring screen play writers, too. Since some of them probably have a face made for radio. :)

They think this is just an acting role/writing job, not criminal behavior. And they believed the reps. He probably pointed out the couple actually famous actors here as proof. Who of course were only here because of obligations to the hybrids to avoid ending up hung in their closets by their belt by the hybrid's goons.

Which wasn't mentioned, I'm sure. And they have pretty much stopped posting now. I think one of them gave their password to another of the employees and ask that poster to post as him.

Since the hybrids are gone and a lot of their upper and mid level flunkies, in Hollywood, nope, no 'big break', guys. Even if they were still in power, they'd never keep their promise anyway, and if you made a fuss about it---well, you'd be in for a bad time.

Ask Robin Williams what a bad time you'll have---opps, too late. He was given the ultimate bad time. Suicide, right. If 'loved ones' and 'friends' bank accounts were investigated, I'm sure you would see a nice big deposit around then. Hybrids used money freely to gain cooperation, and death for those who wouldn't sell themselves out. Nasty bunch.

They got their way everywhere with that 'offer you can't refuse' method.

Well, with so many of the employees gone now, it appears the ones still left are keeping their heads down.

Not that that will do much good. Plenty of proof of lying cheating and fear mongering for all of them.

Not to worry, they'll be held accountable just as much as the rest of them.

Murder by denying help is a crime. Or even fear mongering for profit as the whole dental cleanup thing is, I realize, is a crime too.

But not much more for now... maybe later. :)

I just realized that what I thought was a unusually long detoxing was in fact, that one El-*th who hated me, sending damaging energy to hurt me for the last 5 weeks. The sudden appearance of the lung stuff, which I thought weird since it showed so late in the detox, wasn't at all detox, it was this asshat abusing me for his being demoted.


My dragon attitude triggered his PTSD from the dragon/El-*th war and he was very unpleasant to me. But apparently it was just the straw that broke the camel's back. The rest of the regular elves had been getting more and more unhappy with him in charge. And this was an ideal chance to get rid of him. They knew he'd blame me, since they'd never said anything to him--think scary potentially really mean boss.

So now he did blame his being fired for spokesperson for the regular elves on me. Which they hoped, so he wouldn't be mad at them. The El-*th should be way past this kind of passive-aggressive stuff, but apparently it is still a learning edge for them. They were appalled that he actually had attacked me with energy like that though since I'm a human, weaker and more vulnerable than them, but I still felt some relief on their part that it wasn't one of them.

I can protect myself from this kind of attack quite well actually, but my protective shield was set up for blocking the hybrids and their minions trying this stuff, not an El-*th.

And he was blocking my stroke recovery and other things I'm working on. And the lung stuff would have caused permanent damage, had it gone on much longer. EFT probably could have fixed it, but more hassle.

The king apologized profusely and asked master Hambreth to send some healing energy as a further apology. I can't feel it, but the other El-*th's abusive energy took a couple of days for the lung stuff to really get going so imagine it'll take a bit before I feel this too.

I wanted more proof that this isn't all my imagination---Well, thanks! *ack*

I am feeling like things are getting better already, but it'll take a bit, especially my lungs.

Obviously I greatly admire Dr. Clark. She was a total pioneer in cataloging what frequencies went with what thing. And identifying that parasites wre behind 99% of all 'disease'.

The cataloging was the basis of her PhD. As she was cataloging these frequencies, she kept running into unexpected commonalities. Every one with cancer, had beef liver flukes in their liver and isopropyl alcohol too.

Everyone with diabetes had pancreatic sheep flukes in the pancreas along with wood alcohol. And the list went on and on. Nearly every single big money making 'disease' had both a parasite and toxin associated with it. So she set about using her learnings to help humanity. I don't think she realized the extent of the 'elites' plot at first. She thought she was discovering a new problem.

Anyway when I hear something right, it clicks with me and from the first minute I knew I was finding the best way back to full health. I just knew it.

I had been trying some of the other piddy-putzy ways espoused/hawked here, and getting absolutely no where, but the pharmaceutical cartel surely appreciated it. *cha-ching*. I had been diagnosed with diabetes and had the most painful hiatal hernia, that was happening more and more often.

I started her protocol, using her two week cleanse and following her instructions for zapping and then her maintenance schedule. Her son invented the zapper for her so she could have a more prtable unit. So she figured out the best way to use it. There are different kinds of zappers now, some more based on the rife type frequencies, I think.

But they discovered her son's zapper actually worked because of the wave shape of the battery current. First, she'd do frequency test with her sycrometer to determine what parasites and pathogens were present in the body, and zap, and test again to find they'd all be dead. That ability to test is what sets her work apart. And since the sycrometer is hard to learn and get test slides for (what a coincidence, right?), most can't duplicate her work, much to the 'elites' relief, I'm sure.

But I got one of her sycrometers and actually manged to learn to use it (on water). Too bad a group of more diverse and better trained engineers couldn't have designed one of these, as I'm sure her son did the best he could, but he wasn't a specialist. But if you think zapper denying is bad, just wait to hear what'd be done if some group like that ever dared to build a better sycrometer. That's far more dangerous to their agenda than a zapper.

Getting fired for life would be the least of the punishments, I'm sure. Anyway, I just didn't have the gumption to build a set of test stuff, like parasite slides, organ slides, etc. I just decided to trust her findings, because they felt right to me.

By the end of that two weeks, my blood Sugar was back into the normal range, and that horrid hiatal hernia never happened again. What a relief.

But she found parasites for things like IBS, Fibromyalgia, dementia/Alzheimers, each with their own toxin. I'm not sure if she ever figured out that this was actually the cartel was using these parasites on purpose to create these multi-billion dollars in profit 'diseases'. I think they killed her to make sure she wouldn't.

I'll be the first to admit, while her writing style is very homey and easy to understand, her books are very poorly organized and poorly indexed, and digging through the information there can be difficult, but it has soooo been worth it to me.

She was hounded by the 'elites' throughout her career via their various alphabet soup agencies (ask parazapper about that-take it to mean, yes, indeed, his zappers work!)), in fact they arrested her in the middle of the night and held her incommunicado for 2 weeks, not even allowing her a lawyer.

She luckily had some heavy weight supporters willing to pound the system to finally get her freed. They brought her into the courtroom, the judge took one look at the charges and threw them out of court. He apologized profusely and told her he had no idea why they'd arrested her in the first place and then held her like that.

I think she ended up making a deal with the 'elites' so they'd leave her clinic alone because she didn't expose cancer as the fungus it is. She wibble wobbled, although she surely knew because she healed it all the time at her clinic.

In the end, they killed her anyway. And to make it seem her method didn't work, they poisoned her with cadmium, which mimics cancer at the end. They could point and say---'see. she's a quack--she couldn't even save herself'. I really wish they test her body for cadmium. :(


A link to a copy of her book, 'Cure for All Diseases':

//www.curezone.org/ig/i.asp?i=37238

Well, my lungs are getting to where I'm rarely coughing--just that healing tickle you get at the end of a cold, but it can definitely make you cough!

And Zen was the regular El-*th who attacked me, and he was attacking me as David1o1 so he could piggyback his abusive energy on the internet connection since I am under that dome. That's why he was going on and on, to make me stay connected so he could keep sending that energy. *ack*

He's getting some El-*th punishment for a while now, basically everything he did to me but in a containment field where he can't even scratch his nose, much less the areas he made me itch and burn.

And it muffles his meta skill to regenerate, so he's stuck with it until he is allowed out. And near the end, they're going to throw in that lung stuff. It's like it was a corrosive energy that was actually eating away at everything.

Then, the regular elf gal who took his place also was going on and on, attacking me---apparently there were a bunch of El-*th who survived the dragon/El-*th war and the attendant PTSD, all kinda of grumbling under their breath and egging Zen on.

And she was one of them. I'm getting she was trying the energy thing too, but as soon as I figured out what Zen was up to, I fixed my energy shield to protect me from El-*th too. Plus Celeste is putting in some extra juice, just in case.

So she wasn't able to get to me. It got me to thinking. It's clear that the regular El-*th can be quite dysfunctional too, despite being at least 225 million years old. Heck the dragon/El-*h war was 110 million years ago. I haven't seen this level of petty and mean behavior in the high El-*th though. Whew.

But I'm realizing that Zen had no idea he was so disliked because the rest of the regular El-*th never told him. Just like earth bureaucracies, they just promote the ones they don't like to get them out of their hair because it's practically impossible to fire a civil servant.

He made it all the way to Speaker for the regular El-*th and never knew it was because no body liked him. And that's the problem with that kind of dishonesty--you end up working for them, and it bites you in the butt, hard.

So I went to King Elan, and pointed out this PTSD thing was more widespread than just Zen. I was becoming aware that there were a whole bunch, and I was a bit stressed after this run in with Zen about another of them going off the rails.

I suggested for their peace of mind and mine, it might be advantageous to sent this group back to the home world and do a bit of EFT for them. King Elan is working on learning it so he can be more helpful to his people, and saw this was definitely a possible temporary solution to the issue.

So the anti-dragon PTSD possible folks were asked to prepare to leave for a bit (and couple high El-*th chose to go as well) The king said there was no shame in going. The trauma was quite impactful despite the length of time passed.

That he would be coming back home soon to help clear it, if possible, and that he would be here in the meantime working how to approach it.

So they left this morning. I had tsked the high El-*th for calling them the lesser El-*th when I first encountered them, but I'm really understanding why now. They are Roddenberry's Romulans---no where near as evolved as the Vulcans (high El-*th). I encouraged them to call them regular el-*th instead. That it might have been damaging their self esteem and such. Huh. I might have been wrong.

Celeste apologized also. She knew my dragon rider behavior (although muffled a bit by being human) could bother those El-*th who'd survived that trauma. But it was a risk she had to take.

She needed someone who wouldn't back down and melt if somebody didn't like them, or who cared one whit about what others thought of them. That takes predator origins because they have no herd or group or pack instincts that cause them to seek approval from their peers for survival's sake.

And dragons are *the* apex predators. I was her best candidate, but risky at the same time.

Huh---I am getting a warning to post that I might not be here much longer. My main support has been gotten to by the long time hybrid trained flunkies, like that loquat guy. They've got him wondering if he's 'sold his soul' to save curezone.

The overarching sentence is sad. She'd tell him personally that actually he's saved them both, because he more likely sold his soul when he sold curezone. The 'devil' was just one more of their employees.

So maybe I'll be gone soon--I know they can always find a way to be rid of someone they want gone. :( But it means for now, enough folks are aware of the cartel criminals and maybe some other place needs me more.

I do have my wordpress blog. It's pretty well finished, and I'll just make my daily posts there.

https://oracle461com.wordpress.com/

It's not looking good. Well, other than leaving parazapper to stand alone (he'll probably get banned to, soon) I guess it means My time here helping those who I can is pretty well done.

Hum. It's weird. I had a dream this morning. I and my sweetie were sitting in a hospital hall along with a few other folk. I don't know why. But as we were sitting there, a group of loud rude drug dealers starting selling drugs right there out in the open.

Another group rushed in, trying to catch them and they all ran thru out the end of the hall way. Somehow a couple of the first group circled back around to kill us sitting there because we saw them selling drugs.

The one guy just started shooting folks and somehow he missed me. He looked confused like he was wondering how he missed. He was pointing to shoot again when the other fellow stopped him, something about hostages, so they grabbed me up and started dragging me down the hall.

I knew they were going to kill me though, at some point. There was no way to escape. The group trying to catch them showed back up but were pinned outside the door at the other end of the hall way. So I knew they couldn't save me.

Somehow then, I was back in my seat by my likely dead sweetie, when a huge lightening strike blew a hole in the roof above the ones planning to shoot me. In that second, I remembered, oh ya, I'm her oracle, and another bolt hit, frying the guy who'd missed me. The other guy ran madly for the exit and you could hear the sound of lighting strikes following him down the connected hallway.
I got fully awake. Celeste was laughing in response to my as yet unasked questions. She said 'Yes, I will always save you. I don't have to pretend anymore to fool the hybrids'. And knew, in that moment, I was as safe as possible for as long as necessary.

She's wanting me to tell the webmaster, if he want to see a real 'god' in action, she'll happily show him. And see if his version of god can match that.

020216 ---I guess I'll start dating these. That 65 days ago or what ever ago is pretty awkward.

Well, banned in all Debate Forums now, creeping, creeping... I'm still getting that this thread is still one of the more popular (I know even with the fudged numbers, my blog was) on curezone, and it's been part of the reason for my not being banned previously, that I've gotten support I don't know about because folks want me here. If so, thank you all. :) And it's why he's doing it slowly.

And more on the energy attacks stuff. There was a underlying latent attack energy Zen sent as well. It was triggered by the word 'wizard' and that El-*th gal posting as david1o1 the next day or so was trying to get me to type it.

That's what that whole bizarre thing about zooming around with energy coming out 'his' hands and feet was about. And finally I did type wizard late afternoon I think, and by bedtime that nite, all the symptoms were flared back up. I was starting to recognize them this time as attacks, not detoxing.

I'd noticed things going downhill throughout the afternoon but was thinking, no, it can't be! I got rid of that energy already, and my shield should be blocking anything else.. But by nite, it was clear somehow it had started attacking me again.

So I did some muscle testing to figure out how. And stopped it. The next day I was telling my sweetie about it and how the word 'wizard' triggered it and it started attacking again, starting my throat hurting and everything to itching and bothering my lungs. I was like, what in heck??

By early evening this time I accepted what it was (in spite of my belief I'd gotten rid of it), and started figuring out why---it was the same latent energy again! I'd only stopped it, so when I said wizard again, it started back up. I hadn't actually removed it. Blah. So this time I removed it, and it isn't starting up anymore. So I had a nite of improving again and most of the next day.

Then, a little sore throat started again, and I immediately started asking if it was another attack (it was). How in heck was it getting thru my shield? After some more questions I figured out it was me touching the keyboard, they (actually Zen too) were piggybacking it on the internet connection but the actual 'delivery' method was running it up thru my fingers, from the key board.

Well, so then, was it the El-*th dragon haters again somehow (no). Was it someone from curezone? (yes) I started thinking who else could it be?? Was it from a human? (yes) Hum. The only humans aware enough to do this are probably the indigoes, and then that indigo guy who verbally attacked me (who's attack I posted, and who's rather embarrassed about it) popped into my head. I got that he was kinda more just testing if it would work, not to really try to hurt me. Reading about the El-*th attacks gave him the idea to try.

It wasn't hard to block once I realized it was there, but my throat didn't really improve, so I started asking, Am I still being attacked? (yes) It hit me--this had give a bunch of folks the idea to try. And at that moment, the one who remained was one of the tall skinny blue people. They hate my expose' and 'bad' aka truthful description of them. They were running it like water thru the unsealed edges of my shield. Good grief--I was getting very frustrated by how many ways MY shield was failing me!

At that point, I'm kinda frustratedly said, Celeste, didn't you say you'd strengthen my shield?? I'd really like it if you would amp it up some, with all these other potential attackers around.

She responded---I thought you'd never ask---here let me. I wouldn't mention this, thinking you all deserve this, but Celeste said, no--it's anti-sentient to promote suffering, so I'll mention that 1) you're not going to best an overarching sentience, so don't give yourself a hernia trying, and 2) she'd bouncing your attack energy back on you x 5.

But anyway, Duh on my part. She'd offered but she never does anything unless you ask, because she doesn't want to intrude on your free will and life lessons (especially if learning to ask is one of those lessons). If you ask, she can see if it will interfere and help if she can, but not if you don't ask.

Well, I guess this was another great learning opportunity. Blah. But no energy has gotten thru since. I coughed once this morning with a healing tickle, my voice isn't trashed, and the itching stuff is pretty well gone. Better than it has been since before the start of the real detoxing.

So, sorry, detractors. I'm sure you were delighted to know I was suffering, but the show's over. Well, at least that show. *lol*

She telling me she zapped the curezone guy's fence this am as he was brushing his teeth (out of a clear, blue sky). And to say, "Ok. Your 'god's' turn". And this is what an oracle does. Celeste can't talk to him, but she can tell me what to say. I'd love to know what his dreams are like--she can communicate that way, albeit far less clearly.