Re: Why did I have a seizure when trying to take Paragone

I have always had neurological stuff like muscle spasms and my whole body will jerk as im falling asleep... i don't think its related to my infection because that's been going on since i was a little kid.
I am very objective when i am examining what comes out of me because i want to know the truth and i want to know how to rid myself of it the best way and prevent it from happening again. I am dreading my next doctor appt. My family doctor believed me and she saw evidence, but she isnt allow to treat me without a + stool test. These i effective tests that doctors rely on too much are what makes people look delusional. They believe the test over the patient.
The harest part is not knowing if my kids have something but ignore it because they're kids. I also fear i am contagious so i won't sit on any furniture and isolate myself in my bedroom or on a stool in my kitchen.
There are absolutely psychological affects like i just mentioned that go along with having a parasite/worm infectio ... and everyone feels them to some degree, but its far from being delusional.
I used to look forward to my showers before bed and would indulge in my expensive products from sephora and would use a good 45 minutes of hot water... now i get this disgusted type feeling when I shower. I feel dirty and no amount of sephora product washes it away. I feel extreme guilt because my kids deserve better and if they would have what i have, i failed them.
It's a bunch of mixed emotions... anxiety, depression, guilt, anger... but delusions?? No. Who wants to believe they have worms in their body?