Re: clothing new and old infected new here please help

Hi Im totally balling my eyes out as I am so upset that my fears of wat i have been goin thro has been confirmed! and at the same time feeling a sense of relief that I AM NOT CRAZY!!! that the fuzz balls, itching, bumps, frizzy black hair and on and on is not sumthing im imagining! but the most terrifying feeling was wen i read sum ones words, that came right out of my own mouth about myslf was "my hair feels like a snake and bites me wen can" it hit me like a punch in the gut, like watching a ghost movie and every hair standing up on my body- wit pun fully intended im so scared and sending my positive energy out there to any1 wit this ( well i always send positive thoughts out to every1, everything, etc anyways so im not trying to exclude any1 from happy vibes, but right now im directing this is all others who deal with this) THIS PROBLEM HAS HIT ME HARD and lives like a snake in my long silky blonde hair that has always been 1 of my best features not to sound vain, but it has a mind of its own now, its scarey it has weight, and the ability to resist my efforts, i thought i was going mad ( im totally crying that is is real) wtf!!!!! r u joking>>> how is this possible?? ANYWAY IM SURE U UNDRSTAND it made me feel like i was MEDDUSA HENCCE MY NAME, DO U THINK MAYB THIS COULD B LINKED TO way bak then mays she was a real person, who ssuffered from it and her symtoms were the snake like feeling in her hair!??? anyway it has taking over my locks, i tried live treatment, teatree oil, scabie treatment! i mean i went in to hospital one night explained my self to nurse and showed the visable bumps etc and held my hair up for the doc to see the obvious BLACK FUZZY CURLY HAIR that had suddenly started growing out my head of see thro blonde hair! u could hold my hair up and see thro the strand like a microscope and see the dots that r actually inside my hair follicle, not attached to the outsside they r part of my hair fibers! im soooooo overwhelmd this is real i cant believe this i saw sumone had blogged that they have thought of suicide several times and again hit me in the gut! is that my fate? the 6months this has taken over my life has been the worst and horrible time iv spent in myy own skin, with sumtimes no idea how to tolerate the feelning i cannt wash away disinfect deworm out of me with deep respect for prevenative medicine,naturopatic practices, and i cant make it better i am not sure how to get thro each min with it on and in my body i am 31 in april and no kids and am not sure wat the future may hold for me now especially after just having my worst fears answered and also my prayers for having sum answers to ease my doubt in mmy mental stability. I am fighting shaving my head which if u ever asked any1 who knew me if they thought id do such a thing theyd die laughing because my hair is my fav thing, and i dont even want short hair andd have been cutting in every so often shorter inn sum spots where i can feel these little mo fo's i know it wouldnt help thought they are in my core being not just hair on outsidde OMG WAT THE HELL IS THIS HOW DO I LIVE
***sory for dramatic post im just in panic mode now that this IS A REALITY FOR ME**** xo to all those who made this site possible and that i stumbled on to it thank u thank u meddusa vancouver island canada Tweet