Like Jaymz was getting at - ultimately its up to you.
Your creating your own universe - no one else is.
Your ultimately in charge of your body and what happens with it.
First step is to decide.
Decide what it is you want to create.
Not just hopeful wishes.
Decide something that is going to be.
Your the master - you decide.
Once you decide - see to it that it comes into being.
Your abilities are much greater than anyone has ever allowed your believe.
Ultimately its easy.
Decide, then see it through.