Hello Michael. A very warm welcome to you. Please do not apologize for your lengthy post. We really do enjoy them here. You can be amazed but I warn you - there are some pretty amazing people here:D I am sorry to here about your health problems, but glad that you are here, doing, in my opinion, the best thing you can to help yourself.
How long have you been a raw foodist? Is this your first fast?
"If anyone is still reading, I apologise for such a long post but it is good to write about how you feel, it has a certain healing effect and I feel this fast has a much deeper spiritual significance for me."
I agree with you, it can be an amazing outlet for many. We are glad to have you on the forum Michael. I look forward to your posts. Blessed Be. Motherweary