|
I need to stop going on body odor forums
Schizophrenic delusions...I don't know if they're real or not.
Date: 1/12/2015 11:27:46 AM ( 9 y ) ... viewed 8575 times When I go on these body odor forums and hear peoples stories I think that's going to happen to me. I think I'm going to be out and someone will make a comment or react in some way that will embarass me. It never happens but that's what the forums do to me.
I've been going out for 3 years now. I've been out 100 times and have gotten at the most 20 reactions but I still worry. I've been in the hospital where I didn't take a bath for 7-8 days at a time and got no reactions. People sat next to me, hugged me, ate with me, hung out with me. and didn't do anything to make me feel like I smell but I still worry.
I wonder sometimes if it's all in my head. If I take some seemingly benign thing and make it about my body odor. I know I have delusions, hallucinations, and lack of insight but could this be true?
That's the thing about schizophrenia. It makes you believe what it's telling you. You find things that support your case. Whatever it may be just solidifies the delusion. That's how it is with the devil too. Little things happen and I think it's the devil. It could be for any number of reasons but that's what I think.
I can't even trust my own thoughts. My mind decieves me.
Add This Entry To Your CureZone Favorites! Print this page
Email this page
 Alert Webmaster
| 
