Re: Wierd problem, hard to explain, what could it be?

In response to a previous post, I haven't tried cleansing yet... I haven't had an "episode" in a while. But if it ever happens again I'll let you know. I won't be so scared next time, but actually the fear existed only during the episode itself, it never lasted afterwards. It just became a routine thing. I never knew what to expect while it was happening, I never knew what the result would be, all of a sudden it would just stop. No explanation, no message, no presence, nothing. I'm following what Mikey and PTree are saying, that I should welcome them and hopefully I'll learn something very valuable and be able to heal, but I can't even begin to imagine what I can learn or how it will manifest itself into the episode, considering the fact that it just stops all of a sudden without explanation. What could be the meaning behind these fits, what could they be trying to show me?... In response to an earlier post from PTree, I do remember when I was younger I used to read books about spirituality and was always interested in learning about different religions and spiritualities such as Buddhism and even witchcraft. Could this have anything to do with it? But I never put these things into practice, I never planned to convert or start practicing. I would just read the books. I was raised Catholic and went to Catholic school all my life so I didn't have any intention of converting, but I'm not even a practicing Catholic, I never go to church and I seldomly pray, I'm a practicing nothing lol, I do believe in God though... I do recall a night when I was younger I read a book on witchcraft and then when it was time for bed I just couldnt' sleep. I couldnt' sleep more than 5 minutes I kept waking up. but I think I recall an "episode" even before this event. Also PTree, you told me to research Kundalini energy and I've read a few websites on it (I don't have the exact websites right now but look for a later post I'll put them up so you can check them out) One website totally praised this kind of energy, stating that it forms in different levels and one should seek finding this energy. Another website strictly forbade seeking kundalini energy. They would just give horror stories about it. I sent them an email with my story and when they get back to me I'll let you know what they had to say...

To the webmasters of this site you should put up a forum for talking about "supernatural phenomena" or spirituality or something like that (so we dont' have to keep taking up space on agnes and bob's forum-we have nowhere else to go) since most of the people frequenting this site are into healing and have deep spiritual connections. It would be a rather interesting forum I think!