I don't know whether or not you just a crackpot or whether you didn't read and understand my earlier posts, but I don't think you have a clue as to whats actually going on and your comments are simplistic and rude.
For the record, I have been seeing a professional marriage councelor and I am certainly not having a 'pity-party' for myself. My first reaction - the alcoholic one - is to say, "F**k it!" and walk away from the whole situation. I don't want to do that because that's how the 'old' me would have acted and I want to do the right thing.
It may never work out - but it won't be from lack of trying on my part and I will be able to live with a clear conscious!