i wasn't gonna post either cause i'm pretty much done with this thread and saying anything more would be redundant.
but since you asked a valid question, it's only respectful of me to answer...
when the battle is done (with my demons, etc.) what do i have left?
self worth of course! and a life that i can live rather then just survive, half intact, paralized by this reoccuring conflict.
who's gonna slay the demons if i don't? no one will do it for me. :-D take care!