Tracey I'm not sure how to include a clickable link but here is something you can check out on the jesus myth. I have no experience with channeling. I resonate so much with what you speak of even though I have a christian background. I have studied the bible since I was 12 or 13 and most of the stuff by reliable channels I have already picked out from the bible as I believe any one who studies can if they do not become bound by what so called teachers are putting into their heads leading them in the wrong direrction. There are several books one by loyd graham entitled deceptions and myths in the bible which can describe this more clearly than I.. Another is the book the church doesn't want you to read by tim leedom I think