I am deathly afraid that I may snap!! She tries to defeat me with words or with her fist. I dont like the thought of being out of control. She really gets in my head and I feel like im in another world. It takes me weeks to come down. Meanwhile shes on the phone bragging about my expressions and how she has made me feel. I dont want to lay hands on her. I just dont get treating another human being that way. I am trying to figure out where I will stay once I move out. I would livei n a car if I had to. I really hate her. And when I leave I wont come back because she will never change. Thanks to everyone here. I the lord move me all day yesterday. Yesterday was one of my better days.