thanks so much !! I thought I was the only one going through the pain. My head aches everyday, and my stomach feels so nervous and I feel Like I've been so wronged . Everything I've known has been a lie. I can walk firmer now and I can fight and smile. I will come here if I feel defeated. I know I would heal instantly if I were to leave her home. I feel worthless. I am tired of feeling that way. I didn't have a reason for living,never motivated about anything. I just never knew how anyone could feel sure enough to laugh and smile without it being fake. I know I have a long hull ahead of me, but I am heading somewhere. I really hope to get rid of the bewilderment.And I really look forward to all of your posts. I never knew people could be so kind and helpful without asking for things back in return.