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Hi Implode....
Im glad that you feel that you can come her for support! Everyone here is very lovely.... and gives freely....
Please let us know your plan of action for yourself...
What is one step that you are going to take for yourself...
If moving out is too hard and scary right now..... how about contacting a womans group in your area that will help you with counselling....
This step will really help, becuase that can help give you heal and live...
I know how confusing it is to feel like your smiles are lies.... but with support and help, you will begin to see differently....
All you problems wont vanish if you move out....but you will be safe enough to take the time to look at them.... this might be hard.. but you will feel better and better as you you unlearn what your family has put on you...
I urge you to take this or another little step..life is too beautiful to watch it go by..you deserve to be happy and free!!
take care.... keep in contact!