Re: Ultrasound/Sonograph after 30 day fast.

Dear Lord,
That must have been a hard situation.. Yes they too try to MRI me... but I stubbornly refuse and only agree to the Ultrasound, due to the radiation being like 300 or more X-rays in one sitting.

I imagine that MRI would have cause you concern.
I guess when it came to preserving your other organs it was the choice you were faced with.
It is hard and can be disheartening when all attempts seem to be getting nowhere slowly.

But I look at it this way: Its my test from The Creator. How will I react? am I going to be patient and remain steadfast... or am I going to throw in the towel and forget about being grateful for all the other blessings I have been bestowed with... And I am of the same school of thought as the Old Granny that Archus reported who died with the cyst that weren't bothering her. I totally release this situation to my Creator. He chose this circumstance for me and He alone will sustain me through it. In Him I rely and put all my trust...

And fasting just concretes that more into my heart...

And despite feeling like a recovering anorexic (gained some - now 103 - was 88!!!) who's body still rejects almost all food I put into it - lol.... I can't wait to back some lean muscle mass and then go back into my intermittent fasting on a perm basis.... AND YES! more longer fasts planned as soon as I can reach a normal weight!!

But I totally relate to your story and my heart goes out to you!

I say keep doing the fasting - Modern man hasn't yet made all the measuring instruments and apparatus BUT I KNOW we are benefitting more that we can even measure from fasting...

Was looking at some inspiration for my weight gain... I was really motivated by MMA Champion Joanna Jedrzejczyk. - so savage!...
http://www.sherdog.com/fighter/Joanna-Jedrzejczyk-101411#/slide/11

She is my exact same height and my usual weight... so I am going to try and get into shape... Very empowering... can't wait to be well enough (and accepting food lol) to train! (some days I am well enough and my body is accepting food - so I can do a workout session with great results! - but today Im on bed... on liquids again!)

So my sentiments are go for it! Do what you think your body needs and will benefit for!

And my gratitude for your kind words and thoughts

Blessing to you