I go to a clinic for Addicts that are recovering and I had an appointment yesterday and for some reason my urine had came up dirty I'm not sure if this is abuse but I know how that dr. made me feel and I need an opinion on what I should do because my urine came up dirty obviously an addict struggles but that wasn't the case something had to happen and a substance had gotten onto a cigarette that I was sharing with another person this was the 2nd time I had tested positive on my urines and that had caused me to have a dirty Urine The doctor when He started. Talking to me about the dirty urine he started asking me what happened and I explained what I thought it could've been because there was no other possibility of it being anything else the doctor began to call me a liar and started asking questions about my daughter whom I have not seen in a very long time my daughter is a touchy subject for me so I started getting upset and the doctor saw me crying and began to say that I shouldn't of got married that I'm not allowed to travel anymore because I just got back from Georgia from getting married and basically belittled me and made me feellike I was worthless as he continued I began to cry harder and his voice raised and he kept going he could've simply discharged me from the program instead of doing this or given me a final warning I believe in my heart that if was truly struggling with my addiction n was fresh in starting my recovery I would have went out n used n possibly overdosed n possibly died I thank god that that wasn't the case but for someone else it could b the case though.... I don't think it was right how he treated me..... What should I do???