'Okay, I think I know now what you are assuming about me. Thanks for finally telling me why you have been treating me the way you have in the past, although you have treated me well in your last few posts to me.'
don't presume to tell me what i am assuming. i haven't treated you well nor have i treated you ill. i don't understand your ramblings and i don't believe that you have any theological education other than what soothes you and suits you.
if your conversion was false then stop posting nonsense and be silent. listen for the voice of god in prayer and thoughtful meditation. you aren't going to hear god by posting on forums.