I see a big difference between Heidi Baker and John Crowder and hopefully others can too. Heidi is purely in love with the Lord and this is her focus and foundation... and the good fruit in her life is absolutely astonishing. If you're not as flooded with the Lord's overflowing joy and peace as Heidi is, or making the involuntary movements she often makes, one good possible reason is that you are not inviting or feeling the tangible presence of the Lord anywhere near as strong. A commitment to living dead to sin and flesh, fully surrendered to the Lord and fully in His Spirit... as Heidi has made... is the first step if you want to soak in a cloud of the Lord's glory as Moses did and as Heidi does.