Re: Christian love with non-christian, what should I do?

"I still say that you are highly confused".

I often find that Christians are quick to judge and criticize, as you are here. You are no more qualified to judge me than I am to judge you.

"My Lord Jesus said that those who believe (those who truly follow Him) will heal the sick and cast out demons and He instructed His followers to do these very things. Guess what? I heal the sick and cast out demons... and both happen instantaneously and these miracles have happened several hundred times within the past 15 months or so in my life because my Lord Jesus lives in me. Also, when i got baptized in the Holy Spirit, i died (mostly) to my flesh and was born again of His Holy Spirit, filled to over-flowing. I became a new creation in Christ. This was an extraordinarily tangible encounter with the Living God that was completely life transforming. Where exactly do your corrupt religious leaders fit into all of this?"

Back in the days when I had beliefs similar to yours, I also had life-transforming experiences, however now I don't believe that those experiences came from good forces. What led you to this type of belief system was undoubtedly your upbringing and other influences in your life. Growing as a babe in the cradle, you would not have learned to develop these beliefs if you hadn't been instructed by other people. (Unless you can convince me otherwise, which is unlikely).

"You say i believe because i've been taught by religion, when in fact i was taught by experience... experience which confirms the very words my Lord Jesus spoke... of which the above example is only one among several... and what i learned by experience goes completely contrary to most of anything i had learned in church to that point which includes the false idea that these miracles don't happen today. The message i teach on intimacy with my Lord Jesus and cultivating a passionate love relationship with Him is not a mainstream christianity message since the majority of christians, sadly are Revelation chapter 3 lukewarm believers."

I do believe in the ability of people to work miracles. If we were all highly developed enough, we'd all be working them.

"The way i treat people is to love them and to help them to get healed physically, spiritually and emotionally and set free from such things as depression, anxiety, fear and unbelief. I also help them to fall in Love or more deeply in love with my Lord Jesus just as i have done and to get baptized in His Holy Spirit (Acts 2:1-4, Acts 19:1-6 as 2 examples). None of my experience has anything to do with corrupt religious leaders whether past or present. I yoke myself only to my Lord Jesus and not to any man, any church, any movement or any religion. I have laid all of the false doctrines of man at the feet of my Lord Jesus and He has taken them. You have made so many assumptions about me, all of which are false. Do you not think that maybe not assuming quite so much about somebody next time, before actually knowing what they believe, might be a good idea?"

Sorry but this was way too verbose to keep my attention. My perception is that that you aren't in a space that will currently allow you to see things differently. My hope for you is that you will see that you are a wonderful creation in your own right. For now, I will bow out. With anyone who is apparently this obsessed with their belief system, other people rarely (if ever) get the last word.

I urge you to use extreme caution in giving advice to others in situations like this one. The OP is more than capable of making the best decision for his life.