That's an extremely confused message you have written. To answer just one of your several false points, i am talking about being in Love with my Lord Jesus, not about joining institutional churches and paying them money and not about people allowing themselves to get controled by religious men. You confuse the two because you don't know the difference. I encourage everybody to submit only to my Lord Jesus, not to any man and not to any church. What matters is who my Lord Jesus is and having intimate personal relationship with Him, not the atrocities that man has committed under the false pretense that it was in His name. More than likely i will respond to you no further. The diversions are far too numerous. Best wishes.