I'm glad u posted ur true feelings bc l felt like I'm the only one that feels terrible after all these years. SMH!!! But I feel for you n can totally relate to you. if it's possible list ur symptoms so I can see if it's like mine. Just hang in there, try to do things u enjoy and Push urself outside with others....socializing helps me bc if I don't, I get really depressed. Keep posting even if it's complaints better to vent to those who understand. I do it so often on here!!! Ladies, thanks for putting up with me and my complaints!!!