Awwe I'm 28 months post removal and I feel the same way, I as well dont post any more because I feel like i just post negativity which might not be so good for the new ones here. Sometimes i wonder if I will ever be back to myself, somedays I feel hopeless and other days I feel more positive.
Dont feel bad for this post, it helped me to know that I am not alone after so long. I'm so sorry that we've been putting up with this for soooo long.