Re: Im close again

hello,

Sorry to hear about your troubles, I sure hope things get better for you soon.

I don't know your whole story and don't know if I can offer any kind a great advice. I am dealing with my own pretty severe problems here

One thing I will say is this. Spending your time and energy raging against and hating the doctors is counterproductive. It doesn't affect them at all, but it cripples your attempts at healing.

The doctors are who they are, they do what they do. And trust me when I tell you I have been down the same road you have been with doctors. I have hated them, I have raged against them, I have wanted to rip out their eyeballs and shove them down their throat. But all that got me nowhere.

The more I let go of any expectations that mainstream medicine or regular medical doctors could help me, the more I am finding my way along my own healing path. I am learning to let go of my anger at all of the medical experts who couldn't help me and I think it is really doing me some good. It's almost like it unleashes some energy into my space that then can be used for healing.

Anyway, just thought i would throw that out there. Take care of yourself and remember that the Creator of all of us loves and cares for each one of us even if in this moment we cannot feel or experience that love. Learn to forgive yourself, learn to care for yourself and love yourself. You are worthy of love just as we all are. Don't be so harsh on yourself forgive yourself Tweet