Hi scarface101 - I'm close to suicide too, and I can relate to a lot of what you shared. I listed some of my health issues in my post from last night.
I experienced a lot of your frustration with doctors when I first started dealing with my health issues 15 years ago. I know how frustrating it is to deal with doctors who don't recognize a lot of the health issues we deal with. I also know how frustrating it is to make major life changes to improve one's health, and not see any improvement as a result. Perhaps we can help each other get through a very difficult time.