You're welcome but I'm a little confused. In your first post you said that you had no family around you. In your second post you say you're in Indonesia and that your sister and mother are there, too? So...are you in the same country where your family is or are your mother and sister in the US? If your sister and mom are in the US, you could try to immigrate there using a family reunification visa. Perhaps you can get a humanitarian visa? Can you go to the US Embassy and tell someone there your story? If I misread what you're saying and you have no family in the US, then I'm sure you could find help in Indonesia. Take the time to do research on the computer to see what is near where you live. Or, perhaps, you have a phone book that lists places? Don't give up. Please get yourself and your children out of that situation. Heaven forbid he puts you in the hospital--or worse--what would happen to your children?