Another Sad Post - Today i lost my business

Sadly today i lost my business, i had to quit due to this candida shit. Im sleeping most of the day at times now when i wasnt this bad before christmas.

My whole family think im crazy to the point which i now believe maybe i am.

I dont feel at ease doing anything, i want to kill myself now im so bored and nothing can take my mind of this.

Ahhhh maybe we are all just crazy hypochondriacs:(

I have no more energy to go on my 21st birthday was recently what a joke that was too, my life is over before it has even started.

I have given up mentally aswell as physically. My family make me feel worse and stupid along with the docs. Maybe i should go on the anti-pyscotic meds.