I feel for you....hang in there.....it gets worse before it gets better....then one day you notice your emotions feel better, because a lot of the bad emotions are from the parasites being so mad you are killing them and driving them out of their home.....the angriest in me have died finally.....and I feel it emotionally, even though my battle isn't over....read the "2 inch lobster" thread to see how I got to this point.....
Hugs and love to you....
PS, venting is good, that is what we are here for, to support each other. :)