Can't take it anymore!

I wish I could die. I cannot TAKE these parasites anymore! I am ATE UP with them, and NOTHING helps! I've done several cleanses. I've done HumaWorm, and that didn't even get rid of them. Doc. Sutter told me to do a 3 month parasite cleanse, so I've finished that, and I'm still totally ate up with them! I've done several liver cleanses, and am going to do another one today. I feel them crawling all in my body. I feel them in my ears, my nose, my anus, my hips, my chest, my shoulders, my stomach-EVERYWHERE, tickling inside. I can't sleep-they wake me up all night. I feel gurgling all in my stomach, constantly. I feel huge movements in my stomach. I have severe gas. My gas and bowel movements smell HORRIBLE. I don't even want to use a public restroom unless no one else is in there. I CANNOT SLEEP AT ALL. I go for days, on two or three hours of sleep. I'm so severely constipated that I just want to die. And yeah, I'm DOING a colon cleanse too. It's stopped working. Enemas do nothing. Yes, I've been to the doctor. Yes, he's done extensive testing. No, I don't have a blockage. I'm very bloated all over (edema), especially my stomach. I look 6 months pregnant. I'm VERY irritable and moody. My face is very broken out. My skin itches all over, especially my back. I'm screaming and crying every few minutes, and my job is probably about to fire me. I just want to die. I've now developed a tolerance to the Black Walnut, Wormwood, and Cloves, as well as all the colon cleansing herbs I'm using. I'm passing ascaris and tapeworm segments every day, and I was feeling a little better and had lost weight, but over the last few days, my weight has gone back up, and I'm even more constipated, and I CANNOT SLEEP AT ALL. I wish I was dead, because I already FEEL dead. Nothing gets rid of these things. Nothing helps me anymore. Yes, I eat raw garlic every day. Yes, I eat raw pumpkin seeds every day. Yes, I take Grapefruit seed extract, Neem, and Olive Leaf, and anything else I can find that says it gets rid of these crappy parasites. I'm thinking of suicide. I can't live like this anymore. My marriage is over-my husband can't understand what I'm going through. Sorry-guess I just needed to vent. Tweet