Day 8 - the end is in sight!
nasty hallucinations
Date: 8/6/2007 1:24:31 PM ( 17 y ) ... viewed 2811 times Back to work today which makes doing a SWF impossible so I was back on the tea but I had a few good BMs at around 10-11am. I've hardly drunk any lemonade again - 4 glasses at 7pm and I feel pretty good (lots of water though). I woke up with loads of energy (before my alarm! for the first time ever i think!) but did get a bit tired this afternoon (which is normal for me at work) so I'm gonna have a chilled out evening of dry body brushing, hot bath, pyjamas and Big Brother with my tea.
Last night was weird. I went to bed as normal and was lying listening to the radio with my eyes closed when I started having these weird hallucinations. First I saw these horrible hands with a black fungal thing all in between the fingers, all crusty and raised and really gross. Then I saw feet which were all cracked on the heels with some sort of spongy white stuff on them. Again, gross. Finally I saw this trampy old man standing in my bedroom doorway. I could see him but if I blinked he'd be gone but it took ages to shake a sense of his presence away. I was definitely awake and I knew it wasn't real but it really shook me up. I wonder if that was some weird mental stuff coming up beause of the cleanse because the only other time I've experienced hallucinations was on a meditation retreat where I was meditating for 11 hours a day. Very odd.
Aside from all that I'm happy, I can't believe that I only have 2 days left of this.... it felt like forever when I first started but the days just go by and now here I am. I can't wait for the big 10!
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