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Bashar wisdom channeled by Darryl Anka
Bashar wisdom channeled by Darryl Anka:
The most difficult thing in this world is to be what you’re not meant to be.
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Bashar on trusting the process of life.
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Nothing is more important than the present moment.
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It doesn’t really matter what happens in your life as long as you respond to it as your ideal self would. This is key.
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The truth about narcissistic people.
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The fear of rejection.
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How change is instant and that it’s your belief and stories that you tell to yourself that’s delaying it.
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The highest human potential and achievement.
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What to do whenever you feel unworthy.
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Life has always been about you. You are discovering yourself! All this time.
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This is a true story of my on-going odyssey, a journey which took me through heaven and hell over the past few months.
Over the period of last two years I was going through an extremely intense process of psycho-spiritual initiation. The whole experience was truly magical and huge, so much so that in fact it was borderline with being overwhelming. I increasingly felt amazing connection with people and the whole world. My intuitive and healing abilities flourished, my memory and analytical skills improved. I was feeling oneness with the world, loving everything and everyone. I was, ...
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This is a reply to # 1,012,026hello bfree... i think i see the chink in your armor... but first of all let me say that as one grows spiritually one will be tested by the negative forces even more rigorously... and i for one ....
hello bfree...
i think i see the chink in your armor... but first of all let me say that as one grows spiritually one will be tested by the negative forces even more rigorously... and i for one believe that there are some very active negative spirits that will take advantage of us if we are unprotected and unaware... also i believe that those of us that do drugs and alcohol are especially host to these not so spiritual spirits...
let's just set the record straight as i know it to be... and that is that "we are spiritual beings having a human experience"... but beware of the 'ego'... and the only way to conquer the 'ego' is to turn ones life and will over to a power greater than oneself... and by all rights that power should be the God of your understanding... without a total reliance on your own personal God you become the prey of your own 'ego' and therefore prey to all the lesser spirits...
what i do... any time i am in a difficult situation... whatever it may be... i offer it up to God... which are indeed offering to God just as it was in the old testiment... only instead of sacrificing a fatted lamb... i offer a fatted problem whatever it may be... and i ask God to take it and He does...
it is alright to be spiritual... and a healer if that be your calling... what i see as the problem is that you were not giving the credit to God... but instead were claiming the healings as if they were something you/ego were doing... and therein lies the rub... we are indeed every man/woman/and child Gods... in that the life force we are gifted with is being lived directly... and only by the will of God... i have no life of my own... i only have the one God allows... of myself i am nothing... my Father doeth the works... "there is 'ONE' that has all 'POWER'... that 'ONE' is "GOD"...
it is good that you are on a spiritual journey... just beware of who you are dealing with... and with that i will leave you with a couple of my favorite quotes...
"to thine self be true"...
"greater is he that conquers himself than he that conquers the world"...
and my most favorite of all is from Mr. Rogers... who always said:
"it's a wonderful day in the neighborhood boys and girls"...
lol...
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I sure did let my ...
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This is a reply to # 1,012,671All good points. Thank you. I sure did let my guard down, big time. As for claiming the healings as my own, I never have. It was not the point of my story so I did not emphasize it, but I al ....
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All good points. Thank you.
I sure did let my guard down, big time. As for claiming the healings as my own, I never have. It was not the point of my story so I did not emphasize it, but I always tried to make it clear to my patients that I am only a channel. The results of my healing sessions impressed many people; I was repeatedly asked if anyone can learn it. I said, yes, absolutely. Realistically, though, some will be better at it than others, as in any endeavor, including sports, business and arts. I've invested a lot of time, effort and money into my training and cultivation of abilities; I've sacrificed a much, including prestige, by the way. My ego would have been better flattered being a Physical Therapist, which I am, rather than an energy healer, a title anybody, anybody with no tainting or little ability can claim. Still, it is God who has given my abilities to me, God deserves the credit for healings too.
These beings tried, and still do, distance me from God. As I’ve become more and more able to affect others, they’ve tried to convince me that I am the most powerful man in the world, and later even, that I was the God. When I still had faith in the voices, I entertained the idea in the Eastern way of thinking; maybe, I thought, I was becoming a fully realized being, like a Buddha, a potential that is there for every person. I was experiencing symptoms of what many people gone before me have called Kundalini awakening. I continued asking that I be shown the truth. When voices insisted that I am the only God, I got concerned; it was then when I realized that I am most probably being lied to. The threshold of my believe in the voices was crossed when they told me that since I'm God I should be rude and abusive to others. When I not only not follow this guidance but actively protested, voices got pissed, and it went steeply downhill from there. My main believe was and remains that I am a creation of God; as a healer I am a channel of his gifts to the world, as any person.
Similarly to Job, in the bible, I've prayed many times that I would be given a fare trial if I've committed a blasphemy or any other sin. I don't claim to be a saint. I had my share of mistakes, most due to ignorance though, not evil intent. I wish every sentient being to be happy. Interestingly enough, voices tried to play off of this, by telling me: 'see, you're the only one like that, you are God'. Perhaps they would have pulled me a bit further into trying for a size that idea, if they proceeded by helping me be a better channel of love and wisdom in this world, in line with my personal mission, but apparently they had radically different objectives. I fully believe that some dark forces had an eye on me, and then attacked me in my moment of vulnerability.
My greatest sin which led to this affliction, I think, was that I was too naive, too trusting. I took 'be like children' advice way too much to a heart in the world which is not very forgiving. I hope and pray that God will hear me. I bless God for all that I received and pray that if it is his will that I continue living, I be freed from this torment and given an opportunity to be a more pure channel of love and healing. It is easy to see a lot of evil on the human level; it’s all over evening news: war, persecution, crime, violence. Now, the war of Light and darkness in spiritual realm became just as real to me. I pray that forces of Light come to help me in the battlefield which has become my mind and my body. As I'm writing this, the voices are changing that bull-shitters invented all this, and that it is all bull-shit. I said it many times before, and I'll declare it again publicly, on this forum: I believe this amazing and beautiful world is a sacred creation of God, God I believe is loving, true and just. I believe Good will prevail.
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This is a reply to # 1,013,476resist not your demons... the more we resist the more power we give them... the more we try to force them out the more attached to them we become... the idea (as i see it) is to let go and let God ....
resist not your demons... the more we resist the more power we give them... the more we try to force them out the more attached to them we become... the idea (as i see it) is to let go and let God... like totally let go... do not cling to anything... and this has mostly to do with everything you believe... so... it's kinda like unconditional surrender if you get my drift...
the ego is a powerful force for most of us... when i threw out all my religious beliefs (and only took back in the beliefs that made sense to me) i began to see more clearly... sometimes the beliefs we have are not our own... and are not true at all... the fact that we believe a certain way does not make our belief system true... it only means that it is true to us as long as we believe... (and our beliefs are true... as far as we know... but then... just how much do we really know???)...
what it boils down to is that you are allowing your mind/ego to run riot over your true inner most being... your TRUE SELF that is actually your SOUL/SPIRIT/ESSENCE... so in closing i would like to say a couple of things that come readily to mind...
the mind makes a beautiful servant... but a horrible master...
BE STILL...!!! and "KNOW"... that... "I"... "AM"... "GOD"...
and if it be true that "GOD HAS ALL POWER"...
then who or what can stand against "HIM"...
take care my friend...
luvya...
God bless...
"it's a wonderful day in the neighborhood"...
lol...
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This is a reply to # 1,013,536You cannot plan to surrender… to unconditionally surrender… surrender only happens… it happens when the ego dissolves… it happens when there is a death of the ego…you can not make it happen… medit ....
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You cannot plan to surrender… to unconditionally surrender… surrender only happens… it happens when the ego dissolves… it happens when there is a death of the ego…you can not make it happen… meditation will set the stage for surrender to happen… for the ego to dissolve away… and die.
All belief is borrowed... all beliefs leads one further and further away from oneself... further and further away from truth… from love…
Whether it is believing in ghosts… god or the devil… or believing that sky is falling… it is all borrowed information that does not come out of one's own search…
When you believe, you have stopped searching… you have stopped looking to find out for yourself… when you believe, you stop remaining open to change… and life changes moment to moment… when you believe, you have disconnected yourself from real life.
Mind is a good servant... and makes for a terrible Master…
Mind is a great troublemaker when it is mistaken as the Master...
it creates all the problems…
Existence is one... it is the mind that divides into two...
All dichotomies appear as opposites… they are not. They are not really opposed to each other at all… they are compliments.
Good and bad, right and wrong… love and hate… god and devil… they all come together… one becomes manifest when the other is not… they compliment each other… one cannot exist without the other.
Take love and hate for example…
Anybody that has delved into relationship has come to know, through experience, that you can love and hate the same person… the two come together… they can not be separated… just in a matter of a split moment…as in the flash of a lightening strike… the change from love to hate, or hate to love, can happen instantaneously… how illogical it is… but it happens…
It happens because they are compliments to each other… they are on the same coin... they come together. One manifests when the other is not... one is seen while the other lies hidden...
Most established religions have adopted the idea of there being a god and a devil to try to explain away the fact that love and hate actually come together… the devil is the hate part… and god is the love.
But, really, ‘devil’ is another name for the immature mind… and ‘god’ is another name for mature mind… god is when the devil is not… god is when the immature mind is not… one manifests when the other is not… one cannot exist without the other… they both have equal importance in the doctrines that have been created around these so-called religions.
Hence, there is really no good and bad... no right or wrong... no god and devil... no saint and no sinner…
There is only consciousness and unconsciousness...
Understand that the conflict that you are experiencing is in you… It is the fight between your immature mind and the mature mind. It is the ego that is the immature mind. It is in fear of its own death… so it makes a problem that will take a great effort to solve in order to keep itself alive…
Because ego only can exist when it struggles… so it creates a conflict of the evil forces versus the forces of good… it creates this drama so it can become stronger… to live on…
"I fully believe that some dark forces had an eye on me, and then attacked me in my moment of vulnerability."
This is an ego creation... normally, ego generates the idea that one is in some way special. To have the idea that one has been chosen... by dark forces... this makes you very special... it is a creation of the ego… it also appears as though you will have to make a great effort to overcome these dark forces… ego will grow quite strong with so much work to be done…
The ego can be a very slippery eel when you think you understand it… got it nailed down… the ego can appear very easily as a great humbling quality… when it feels the need to do so… it is a master of disguises… one can go on fooling oneself ad infinitum… it can be the very one that says it is not the ego…
All thoughts are not who you are… they come in and they go out… it is possible to receive and transmit thought… from others and to others…
Regardless of where these voices come from… it is not who you are… but you are believing them to be real… hence, they will be real to you... a disconnect to real life... but a world created by ego... and real for you.
The other does not exist… only oneself exists… one creates the other, too… hence, the world exists… you can be in the world and, yet, not have it be in you…
If you have really deeply meditated… then you know that meditation is the art of putting your mind aside… and relaxing into yourself… into absolute aloneness... where no one else exists... nothing else exists... the self does not exist... only 'no self'.
Putting the voices aside…it is the same… it only becomes a problem because your ego does not want to die… It is basically the fear of death that is haunting you… the death of your ego.
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i beg your pardon...!!!
my dear turiya... what i wrote was not addressed to you... nor did i in anyway ask for your critique... nor do i agree with what you had to say... obviously you have read some books... yet for reasons that i do not care to debate with you... i do not think you have a very good comprehension of the subject matter...
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Wu Wei!
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Yes...let the mud settle! Make room for emptiness...and you will know the fullness of all!!!
Hi Turiya,
Just curious...have you studied daoism? What sort of practice do you do? You've been at it a while, haven't you?
Pamela :)
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”Yes...let the mud settle! Make room for emptiness...and you will know the fullness of all!!! Hi Turiya, Just curious...have you studied daoism? What sort of practice do you do? You’ve been at i ....
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"Yes...let the mud settle! Make room for emptiness...and you will know the fullness of all!!!
Hi Turiya,
Just curious...have you studied daoism? What sort of practice do you do? You've been at it a while, haven't you?"
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Pamela,
It was a fortunate thing to have happen… i stumbled across a Master… it was not a search… it was not something I was looking for … it came unexpectedly… it surprised me when i realized what was happening…
In short...i had a troubled mind… it would not leave me alone… it caused me much pain & suffering… it was a dark night… I did not love myself… did not love others… a dis-ease given to me by my father…
It is not possible to put what happened to me into words… all I can say is that meditation happened to me… satori… from this, it was understood that I was not the mind with its array of thoughts, emotions, desires…and feelings… ego… but something much much more...
I fell into a space between thoughts and disappeared… it happened almost by accident… because it was not expected… it was found that when ego dies… then, truth is … bliss is… love is… god is…
And when ego is... then god, love, bliss and truth are not…
For ego is a tension... when it is puffed up, it covers over that which is... it covers over who we really are... there comes a separation from existence... from nature... from others.
From this it was found that the more one is understood by oneself… the mind, the emotions, the feelings… the thoughts and desires... to go deeply into understanding "who i am", there is almost a miracle that happens... The more one comes to know oneself, at the same time, the more the other is understood … the more all others are understood. And the more one loves himself, the more love arises... the more compassion there is for others...
With this experience it is clearly understood that all is connected… and interrelated… we are just like the waves of an infinite ocean… appearing to be separate… but really deeply connected…
Unconsciousness is the only sin… awareness -the only virtue.
I cannot say I have a practice… just watching myself whenever it is remembered to do so. Watching is meditation… watching whatever is happening... within and without… without the mind… without thinking… without the distractions that the ego brings in... just emptiness and watching and waiting… and listening… it is enough…
Yes, this is the way… the wu wei
Peace to you PTree
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Turiya,
Thanks for sharing. I understand...no ...
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This is a reply to # 1,014,173Turiya, Thanks for sharing. I understand...no words necessary. I know the space of which you speak. Unfortunately, I let life and my monkey mind muck it up again. Yes, it is dark and dis-ea ....
Turiya,
Thanks for sharing. I understand...no words necessary. I know the space of which you speak. Unfortunately, I let life and my monkey mind muck it up again. Yes, it is dark and dis-ease. Another layer I am to go through, I guess.
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Ever hear of gibberish meditation?
It is understood that if modern man tries to just sit and experience meditation… sit silently and relax into oneself, he will find it a very frustrating experience. It is because he will find that there will be so much chaos within himself that he will be unable to experience the real silence that is there beneath all this… the outcome will be tremendously frustrating for him… It may even frighten one to see that there is so much insanity that is within oneself, enough so that he will never attempt to try it again.
To help the modern man to get through this layer of insanity, gibberish meditation was devised… the meditation has two parts. A cathartic part and a meditation part. The first part, for 15 minutes, is to verbalize nonsensical, meaningless sounds. Moving the body, arms and hands, legs by making gestures will help one to go more deeper into this part of the meditation. It will look like one is insane. One is! Because we all live in an overly oppressive, overly moralistic societies that will not allow us to express ourselves fully and naturally, we unnaturally bury these unexpressed emotions and thoughts back inside of ourselves... they are all there waiting to be expressed, just below the surface of ourselves... bubbling beneath the skin, so to speak. So what this catharsis does is to help move the insanity that everyone is sitting on and carrying around with themselves to the surface... and it is put out of the body-mind mechanism in this way…
If it is done with some intensity… with a totality… what is left behind is an empty space… this leads to the meditation part. So after 15 minutes of the cathartic part then sit silently for another 15 minutes… 15 minutes of just watching whatever is going on within yourself… the breathing, the heartbeat, the relaxation of the body… whatever sensations or sounds that arise… within and out of the body-mind. This second part is wu wei. Just sitting silently and watching.
Try this is you are so inclined… its like allowing the monkey mind to do its thing…letting all the monkeys out of the cage of the mind… and what is left behind is a peaceful silence… an empty void ...that gives a chance for the meditation… bliss… love… god to come in.
Peace
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Mum passed away from COPD on Monday in hospital. I have been her carer for nearly 7 years since she was diagnosed with COPD. I contracted a Virus about 2 weeks ago and it went straight to my chest ( I have Asthma, Allergies,Chronic fatigue and a weak immune system).
Mum said to me If I get your virus you know it will kill me. The a few days before she passed away she sneezed once and we knew she caught my virus. It went straight to her chest like mine. We called the Doc to the house and she gave mum a prescription for powerful Antibiotics and said if you get worse go to hospital.
A day went past and she took her medicine and Mum seemed ok. The night of the day she passed she only got 2 hours sleep and stayed up the rest of the night. She was tired and a bit worse in the morning, but no where as bad a the 2 previous times she went to hospital 4 years earlier.
I wanted to go to the chemist and get her prescription for her asthma inhalers as she was running low and buy some medicine to liquefy her mucus on her chest. Which I believed was making her breathe bad. but Mum didn't want me to leave her on her own...she was scared to be left on her own.
A couple of hours later Mum said you better get me to hospital to be on the safe side, inc case my chest infection gets worse. She wasn't breathing too bad and I had seen her alot worse. I was a bit angry and frustrated I could get to the chemist and I thought it was unnecessary to go to hospital just yet as she wasn't to bad. Mum saw this as me being angry at her :(
I called the ambulance to get her to hospital. Mum calmly told me to get her things together, put the dog in my room so the ambulance guys could come in the house ect.
When the Ambulance guys arrive they checked her out, She said she was breathing to well. They took her nasal oxygen tubing off her and put their oxygen mask on her. She started freaking out telling then she needed her nasal oxygen to breathe. They then said they were going to walk her to the Ambulance. She scream I can't walk. They said they would carry her. They put her arms crossed over her chest and the other carried her legs to the ambulance. I thought it was too constrictive to cross her arms over her chest but I trusted the ambulance men!
In the ambulance she kept screaming out I can't breathe, I can't breathe. She they said to me Get my Hand bag. I ran an got it, put it by her feet. They close the ambulance doors and that's the last time I ever saw my mum Conscious. I had to ask the Ambulance drivers where I had to go, He said the emergency room.
I rang my sister to tell her mum went to hospital by ambulance. I said to my sister she will be ok once they get her stabilized in hospital. I then feed my dog his breakfast, got my things together, found a good book to read as I was expecting to be up the hospital all day, Locked the house up.
Went to the chemist to buy mums Asthma medication and mucus liquefying mixture as I also needed it for my chest infection. Went to a public toilet on the way to the hospital to relieve my self so I wouldn't be uncomfortable with mum in hospital and went to see her at the hospital.
When I got in to see her there went 6 or more doctors and nurse's around her. Mum was propped up with a tone of pillows and slumping over. She had what looked like a ventilation mask keeping her breathing. She was unconscious, eyes closed but alive. The docs and nurses told me she was in her end stage of her life and she would pass away soon. I rush to the phone and told my sister to the hospital quickly, mum was dying.
I went back to mum and she was slumping more and more forward. The doctors said she could here my voice even tho she was unconscious due to high carbon dioxide levels in her blood. The carbon dioxide would slowly make her fall asleep and then she would pass away. The doctors left
me alone with her for 5 mins and I prayed for her, did Reiki and spiritual healing on her. Told her to go to the light and her parents and loved ones will be there and happy to see her on the other side. I told her to hold on until my sister got to the hospital to say good bye to her. The doctors kept asking how long my sister would be. My sis had to get her husband at his work to pick her up and take her to the hospital. They seemed anxious to take her mask off and get it over and done with. The docs seemed cold and it was just another number for them to process and do paper work on.
I heard a voice in my mind say mum will be gone by 12pm. I looked at the clock on the wall and it was 11:45am. just then my sister walked in and the docs hovered around her and told her what was going on, they wouldn't leave us alone and my sister just wanted to be with my mum until she passed away.
My sister and I stayed with mum for 15mins telling her how much we loved her and giving her spiritual energy, encourging mum to go to the light and look for her loved ones. Mum passed away exactly at 12pm.
Now for the questions....
The doctors told me the high levels of Carbon dioxide made her go to sleep and go Unconscious, but she could her me and my sister talking to her. Is this true? I asked mum to give me a sign if she could hear me talking and I got nothing. I have heard the stories and evidence that we can still
hear if we are unconscious because our Consciousness and spirit hears all, even if our physical body doesn't. Does anybody have any experience or stories in this area you could share? I desperately wanted mum to know I loved her. We had lots of small arguments in her life. All we got over very quickly ect but they happen even till the day she passed. I never said to her I loved her being a stupid male :( I have told her before that I get frustrated and it comes across as I am angry with her, which is not the case.
I feel huge amounts of guilt that I wasn't there for her enough even tho I lived with her and was her carer. I feel guilty I didn't get in the ambulance to keep her calm on the way to hospital...maybe she wouldn't have become so stress. I feel guilty I didn't ask enuff questions of the doctor and what happen I the ambulance. I feel guilty I gave her the virus. I was only one near her in the last couple of weeks, she didn't leave the house.
Now the funeral place needs a Birth certificate (she doesn't have a birth certificate got destroyed in a civil war) and her marriage certificate I can't find any where. I am extremely stressed out. My mother was only 59 when she died, she had a terrible life and I don't want the end of her life to go bad as well. I am determined to do everything I can for her.
Also I am A reiki master, Qigong teacher and student, Trained in Chinese medicine and natrotherapies, massage, vitamin and herbal therapies. I learnt all theses therapies to help my mum, myself and other family and friends. I had a dream to become a health practitioner and
spend the rest of my life in the service of helping others become well. I have deep spiritual beliefs and am part of many mystical Ferternaties and organizations.
I have lost faith in everything in the last few months and even more so since mum passed away.No form of healing has worked on mum, myself, my sister, my dog or anyone else I have worked on all it's done is given relief and then the illness comes back for everyone. I have also called in professional well know healers and spiritual masters to help mumj and nothing worked.I feel myself becoming a bitter old man, but I am only 34 years old. I am starting to hate people and society. I feel the people on this earth are evolving backs woods instead of forwards. I am loving nature, animals and the earth more than people.
I have Asthma, allergies, Chronic fatigue and a low immune system. My grandfather died of Emphysema, mum has now died of emphysema. They both smoked but I don't and I am getting symptoms of emphysema like them. My Uncle has Chronic fatigue (he may had died by now haven't seem him in years) and I do too. Is this all genetic? if it is I have no chance for the future.
I am so scared I will be homeless. I can live here for 3 months in government housing on a pension before they kick me out and stop paying me. I wouldn't be able to get a job because of my chronic fatigue and worsening asthma. I have very dark cirlces under my eyes and am frequently sick so I am not very employable even tho I want to work. I spent 8 months with a specialist doctor who after every test under the sun could not find anything wrong with me, besides asthma and sent me back to my regular doctor in the "too hard" basket.
I really don't know what to do now with my life. I am not throwing in the towel because my mother fought so hard to keep me alive when I was 3 and had a life threatening problem and my Dog and sister need me.
I used to be so full of life when I was young, but living has sucked the life right out of me.
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I am so sorry for your loss. My sister has COPD so this is very troubling for me to see such a loss. Ambulance drivers are stupid and maybe they did contribute to your mom’s loss but in the end ....
I am so sorry for your loss. My sister has COPD so this is very troubling for me to see such a loss. Ambulance drivers are stupid and maybe they did contribute to your mom's loss but in the end it was her destiny. Nobody dies one minute before their time. If it was not in the ambulance, it was in the hospital.
I am sure she is in a better place. Yes, unconscious people can hear you. So any words you spoke would of been heard by your mom. Even if you did not convey your love for her, I believe she would know anyway.
You could not save your mom because it was not meant to be. Life is hard for us all. I remember the day when I was standing in the rain with no roof over my head. I had no way to go and Allah provided for me and today I live a very good life but it did take time.
It is a time for you to ask God for help and pray for your mother. I find it amazing that people are sad because a love one has died. For surely if the loved one dies and goes to heaven to be with angels and God, I would not be sad.
I know, because I lost my husband and I was not sad. It was a beautiful death and the angels took him home. Like your mom he was unconscious too.
God bless you Uly, Ask God for help and he will answer you. Pray that you can see your mom and hopefully you will.
If you want people to help you, ask nicely and people will come running to help.
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This is a reply to # 1,543,777hi uly I understand how you feel. I have lost faith also in a lot of things and human beings. I find comfort in my dog ..the only person i can trust. Your mom is in a better place. You will see ....
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hi uly
I understand how you feel. I have lost faith also in a lot of things and human beings. I find comfort in my dog ..the only person i can trust.
Your mom is in a better place. You will see her again.
there is a woman dr. kilde who wrote a book "we don't die"..i watched her video on youtube. she has fascinating stories of how she knows there is life after death.
I understand how you are going through health issues. I am too. Sometimes i just want to end it all..i mean just end my life. it's just too much sadness.
I hope that everything works out for you. you seem like a nice person. you have a dog and a sister who love you!
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This is a reply to # 1,543,606Bless your heart Uly. I offer you my deepest and most heartfelt condolensces. Yes, a person’s hearing is the last thing to go. And yes, one can hear everything going on arou ....
Bless your heart Uly. I offer you my deepest and most heartfelt condolensces.
Yes, a person's hearing is the last thing to go. And yes, one can hear everything going on around them when they are unconscious. I personally experienced this when I was in a coma for a day and a half in November of 2005.
Regardless of what we do to care for a loved one, upon their departure, it is normal to feel that we have not done enough. I did the very same thing upon my mother's death and I still carry some guilt as to what I could have, should have done. Maybe....... just maybe.......... The thing is we did all we could and we did it with all the love in our hearts. Realistically, we could have done no more. Whether you told her you loved her or not, she knew of your love for her. You would not have cared for her in the way you did if you did not love her. Love is just not words, its actions. In fact, actions speak louder than words.
As to what went on with the paramedics. sigh....... I went through several experiences where doctors did not make the right call and I knew enough of the condition where I had to confront them and insist on the right protocol. Keep in mind that back then I knew nothing with regard to natural healing, so I did the best I could. Even then, doctors were negligent informing me at times that her breathing was fine when I knew for a fact that it was not. My mom also died because of COPD. In my opinion, the paramedics should not have carried her, especially if she had serious congestion going on. Where was the gurney? And we will never know what went on in the ambulance. My own mother died because of the negligence of aids bathing her. After I had specifically told them to leave her in bed, when I went to the kitchen to prepare a breathing treatment they carried her to the bathroom and this caused an immediate massive heart attack that took her life.
It is true that a viral infection is very dangerous to a person with COPD. Yet, her catching the virus from you was not your fault. It is just life. You did all you could.
Uly, your mom is not gone, she was reborn into another life. Furthermore, she knows how much you love her. Death does not break the bonds of love.
I hope that you are able to locate the missing documents, but please bear in mind that this has no bearing on her. No matter what goes on in this plane, she is at peace.
Please do not lose faith in natural healing, as it does work. You just have to discover what works for you. Keep in mind, you have been and are still under a lot of emotional stress and this affects our physical bodies. I always say, if the emotional root of the problem is not resolved, no matter what we do, we will not realize total healing. You are only 34 years old, you have your whole life ahead of you. If it makes you feel any better, my thirty's was the worst time of my life. I suffered from chronic fatigue, anxiety, panic and I thought I would never get well. For me, it took quite a few years but I did achieve total healing. In my case, the basis for these health problems was emotional. Yes, and with these conditions very often a conventional doctor cannot find a thing wrong with you. Very frustrating.
With regard to your worries, try not to project. This can result in "what if" thinking and "what if's" seldom materialize. Take everything one day at a time. There are always solutions. Can you stay with your sister until you are on your feet, or can you get some type of government assistance? Ask around, investigate, there are always solutions.
I know that life seems hopeless right now, but I promise you it's not. Just take everything one step at a time. And take time out to grieve. This is a part of healing.
I sincerely hope I have been able to lift at least part of the burden in your heart.
I wish you my very best,
Luella
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This is a reply to # 1,554,550It’s been nearly 7 weeks since mum passed away. I am still here. My pc blew up shortly after I wrote my 1st post. I have just recently got it fixed. Cost nearly a $1000 to fix...something I didn’t ....
It's been nearly 7 weeks since mum passed away. I am still here. My pc blew up shortly after I wrote my 1st post. I have just recently got it fixed. Cost nearly a $1000 to fix...something I didn't need!
Thankyou to everyone who posted. I am very greatfull for your kind words :)
Life has been hard since mum's passing. I am naturally a thinker and curious about all aspects of life. Living now alone gives me too much time to think,so I have started to meditate again. I was gearing up for a career in natural therapies and healing but I just don't have the confidence in it for now...maybe in the future?
The government is trying to force me back to work when I am too sick to work. I am trying to be positve, and manifest my future and ask for guidence from the universe.
I believed Fully, to a point where I thought I knew with out a doubt healing and spiritual matters. People used to come to me for advice! Now I am questioning things.Maybe this is all part of my learning? One thing I am leaning is to have compassion for everyone. I could have treat mum nicer while she was alive, not that I treated her bad...just little silly things got us in to arguments. Then in 30mins everything was back to normal.My teachers said If you have mastered yourself other people will not effect you. I use to let people effect me, now I learning to stay calm and not have to be right all the time. What a gift for my mum to give me.
I am determined to change my life around. Use my mums passing as a source of strength! I am going to try to be of service to humanity, animal life, to the earth and to the universe....I don't know how it will happen...I will just have to trust the cosmic.
As for the Ambulance guys doing the wrong thing. It does look like carring her wasn't right. My siters husband's friend is an ambulance driver and he said the way they did it was wrong. Also my sister is a channel / Psychic and she got a message that the ambulance guys hurt her arm and told her to shut up!! :(
If it wasn't for My dog and his love and humour, My sister, Andre rieu's music, Ceaser Millan the dog whisper and his Tv show, and a few other people, I may not have made it thru this!
Luella - I hope your right that people can her once unconcious...that would make me very happy to know she could hear my siter and me. We haven't found the missing documents yet :(
To the poster about Dr Kilde...I will watch the vids on youtube, Thanks for Info :)
Sara Thankyou for your post :)Mum said before she passed away that she would find a way to contact me...hopefully she will soon. I have had some strange things like all her fans and air conditioner turned off. Anyone who knows my knows how she needed her Fans and Air con in summer to help her. They have never turned off before and aince that day have never turned off again.
Spo - I will read the article, always interested in new health articles. Thanks.
To the people who private messaged me, I will try to get to your messgaes soon :)
Thanks again to everyone for your kind messages
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My mother died of a copd age 56 years old. she did suffer it was a very painful death i will not water it down. She would have died anyway but what caused her death to come on so fast was a carer came in the house with a virus and gave it to my mother. Is there something i could do about this. I feel she should have never been there with a virus.-
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Who you really are:
If you are still wondering who you are or what this particular thing means in you or even why is this happening to me, visit an astrologer right away. Because it would certainly help you in understanding who you are as a person. With the help of your Sun and Moon signs, you can get to know the past, present, and even future of your life. And getting to know your horoscope by date of birth does not mean, the exact thing is going to happen. It would just give you indications of what might happen and how you can be careful to avoid the worst.
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How is my married life going to be? Is it arranged-marriage or love marriage? What could be the possibility of his/her position? Well, these questions are not new to us. We all get such thoughts. But the best part is with the planetary positions and your horoscope by date of birth, we can determine your relationship compatibility.
What’s your career path?:
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To be careful:
You might have come across a few astrologers who can say everything about you even before you meet them. Only with a study of your sun sign, birth time, and other astrological factors. So, with the help of the same, they can even determine which areas you can visit carelessly, or at which time do you have to get started, and much more. Prevention is always better than cure, isn’it?
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You do not disagree, right? One of many benefits of astrology reading is that you can get to know which region hospital can promise you the best. It is not something new in town. For over decades and decades, we all look for the best time for surgeries in order to avoid complications and get a good, positive result.
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Do you know that we can also get to know which particular location can have an affect in your lifestyle? Yes, we can. With your birth chart and current transits, you can move to the perfect place that is appropriate for you and that fetches the benefits within. Sri Guruji - the best astrologer in Hyderabad can help you with your relocation idea and make sure you are stressfree and have all kinds of growth.
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Sporanox or Fluconazole 200mg for 28 day, AND 28 days of NYSTATIN 2 to 4 millions units daily, stick with the diet, no sugar, no wheat and no alcohol.
Read: BadBugs Blog.
Irritable Bowel Syndrome in Patients with Blastocystis hominis Infection
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The prevalence of Blastocystis hominis in stool specimens of individuals with gastrointestinal symptoms was evaluated to study a possible link between the protozoan and the irritable bowel syndrome. According to the Rome diagnostic criteria, 388 patients were evaluated. Altogether, 81 patients were classified as affected by irritable bowel syndrome. Blastocystis hominis was recovered from the stools of 38 subjects, 15 of whom belonged to the group with irritable bowel syndrome (P=0.006). In addition, patients with irritable bowel syndrome were significantly more likely to have five or more Blastocystis hominis organisms per field (P=0.031). In conclusion, there was a set of patients with irritable bowel syndrome in whom the presence of Blastocystis hominis may not be incidental.
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I think it's Candida, there is a thread on Curezone that is excellant! Do the DrCranston Triple therapy that 'white shark' writes about.
But also google Crohns and Johnes and researcher Chiodini R. J.
It seems to be really difficult to talk to MDs in the US, I am Australian and I talk medical, am a podiatrist, but I have a few names of MDs in the US who are on the same page, but you can buy sporanox and nystatin from Fludan fine chemicals in Canada. PM me for more info. Carole
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Well, update 2 months later. The bacillus coaguluns helped but couldn’t get me past 90% better. I went to another GI who reviewed files, lots of biopsies in upper and lower scope. Nothing came ....
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Well, update 2 months later. The bacillus coaguluns helped but couldn't get me past 90% better. I went to another GI who reviewed files, lots of biopsies in upper and lower scope. Nothing came back, but he gave me Reglan 10mg 4x per day (30 min before meals and at bedtime), Levaquin 1/day, and Flagyl 500mg 3x per day. The Antibiotics were for two weeks. I was 100% back to normal on them. Then, three days later (still on Reglan), I got worse. Back to pre- Antibiotics . Saw the nurse practitioner, and she lowered my dosage of Reglan to 5mg 2x per day since my stomach is back to moving again, reinstated Reglan at 375mg, and put me on the FODMAP diet. I have been waiting for the pharmacy to find the antibiotic, but I've been on the FODMAP diet for a few days, and it is AMAZING. It allows some carbs (rice, potatoes, bananas, strawberries, oranges...) while not allowing some foods that were allowed for Candida (no garlic or garlic powder, no onions or onion powder, no cauliflower, asparagus, limited almonds). It allows gluten free breads (though I haven't tried that yet), and is really relatively lenient. She also suggested looking at some of the Atkins products because they are easy and tend to align well with FODMAP. The FODMAP diet is temporary (~6 weeks). I've found I can cheat some: I have had a small glass of coke in the afternoons and still been fine.
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This is a reply to # 2,269,544Well, one month after the Reglan. I’m completely off it because it was causing my left jaw to lock up. I was having trouble opening my mouth wide enough to get a spoon in. I can feel my gut movi ....
Well, one month after the Reglan. I'm completely off it because it was causing my left jaw to lock up. I was having trouble opening my mouth wide enough to get a spoon in. I can feel my gut moving, though, so maybe it has done its job.
I have been back on Xifaxan 550 mg 3x per day for over two weeks now. Still adhering to FODMAP diet and not the trouble I had back in June when I was on Xifaxan for the first time. But, I've started bloating again and been dead fatigued the last few days, hair falling out again, and freezing cold. I went out to eat several times this weekend. I avoided anything that I could tell was not FODMAP-friendly, but now I'm wondering if I fed the beast unintentionally. I feel so bad and nothing else had changed.
I guess it is worth noting that 3 other women at church developed same symptoms same time frame. One got treated with Xifaxan and probiotics within a few months and had been symptom free for almost a year. The rest of us (who have all lost about 20lbs) are still in limbo, even with Xifaxan.-
So I feel pretty much resolved. The pancreatic en...
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So I feel pretty much resolved. The pancreatic enzymes I tried briefly really seem irrelevant. I stopped them weeks ago when the insurance stopped covering them (although FYI Natures Bounty mak ....
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So I feel pretty much resolved. The pancreatic enzymes I tried briefly really seem irrelevant. I stopped them weeks ago when the insurance stopped covering them (although FYI Natures Bounty makes a probiotic with some).
Since the last post, I felt cured, got off the diet and drugs, took Antibiotics for a sinus infection, and relapsed. I went back on Xifaxan for another month. Back on FODMAP diet.
What has helped me a lot the last few weeks is vitamin B1 and D. Tremendously. I'm back to normal weight, and feeling pretty good. I'm still a little tired, bloated, frequntly get the right quadrant pain, and I'm still following FODMAP, taking probiotics nightly, but I'm about to close the case and call it SIBO. Resolved with Xifaxan, diet, probiotics, and supplements.
And the hair falling out thing turned out to be sonething fungal. Ketoconzole shampoo stopped that.-
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So....I’m a little stupid for not seeing the hormone connection before (I’ve been getting worse at ovulation). Things that have helped: 1. Low dose pill for 1 week and counting. 2. Sip of kefi ....
So....I'm a little stupid for not seeing the hormone connection before (I've been getting worse at ovulation). Things that have helped:
1. Low dose pill for 1 week and counting.
2. Sip of kefir before every meal.
3. Less of the other probiotic pills.
4. Switched from prenatal to B superpack for energy (high in B1, B5, B12)
5. Lots of fiber (the green jar).
6. Still taking enzymes (now ZenPep for insurance reasons) though I'm sceptical it does anything besides make me dizzy.
7. Still on FODMAP.-
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I have been pregnant, which resol...
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2 years later: I have been pregnant, which resolved the issues entirely. A solid ten good months post partum. One month, coinciding with return of menses not so great. Second month has bad bl ....
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2 years later:
I have been pregnant, which resolved the issues entirely. A solid ten good months post partum. One month, coinciding with return of menses not so great. Second month has bad bloating, bad fatigue after meals, and a UTI (second one in my life).
Niacin seems to help some of my issues. Circulatory issues run in the family. Several have Reynauds, high cholesterol, etc. I definitely feel better when taking it (keeps me from being frigid cold all the time). I had to start the ketoconazole shampoo again a few months ago due to itching. No thrush yet though. I stay on a probiotic now. Going to change back to bacillus coaguluns.
My official diagnosis last time was hormones leading to SIBO. Going to start on low dose pill and see if that resolves.
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This is a reply to # 2,269,544hi, I absolutely LOVE that you took such care to tell your story, and esp. how you began it... so much empathy! I work with a few patients who have similar symptoms, and I’m wondering if you have ....
hi, I absolutely LOVE that you took such care to tell your story, and esp. how you began it... so much empathy! I work with a few patients who have similar symptoms, and I'm wondering if you have an update for us? -
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I saw a fantastic OBGYN. He practices NaPro, which means he looks to find the root cause and treat it instead of just masking symptoms!
I have seen him, a dietician, and a Creighton charting instructor. So far, I have some leads that I am low in progesterone in the second half of my cycle. I bought a cream from GNC and it seems to help. I go for a blood draw for hormones in a month or two, once I can charting reliably.
What causes low progesterone? Blood Sugar swings, perhaps. I am aiming to keep carbs low (as in 15g per serving and 8g or less added sugar). Turns out food I thought was protein (beans, milk, yogurt) falls in the carb realm. Which I suppose is why gluten free and FODMAP helped: they inherently removed some of the carb loading from my diet.
Perhaps a micronutrient deficiency. I am waiting on a blood culture. Magnesium, vitamin c and others are important for progesterone. Magnesium deficiency is apparently common.
Fatigue, insomnia, light anxiety, bloating are daily life but balancing my macros and fasting two days a week seems to be keeping me in the land of the living. That, and much time in prayer. It reduces my stress, and stress can affect the hormones. -
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Final update. It has been Histamine Intolerance . One of the pills the nutritionist suggested was N-Acetyl cysteine. It gave me horrible headaches, which is a hint for Histamine Intolerance . I have cut back on my dairy, alcohol, gluten, chocolate, tomatoes, spinach. And the headaches are going away. My menstrual cycle is normal for the first time in my life. No bloating or brain fog. Tons of energy.
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What does it mean when you hear your name?
What does it mean when you hear your name being called and no one is around?
Both awake or asleep.
I wasn't real sure where to post this.-
Well, it could mean...a number of things.
Does th...
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Well, it could mean...a number of things. Does this sound like an actual person calling you from somewhere far off? Or is it more, a spiritual calling, kinda hard to explain but when you just he ....
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Well, it could mean...a number of things.
Does this sound like an actual person calling you from somewhere far off?
Or is it more, a spiritual calling, kinda hard to explain but when you just hear it in your soul, not your ears or even your mind. {All I know is how it is for me, but when I talk with the lord, or even my spirit guides, I 'hear' things this way. Not like imagining what it sounds like in my head, but its more..I suddenly know something and know they said it}.
Also, what way does it make you feel when this happens?
Is it a dark, menacing{creepy}, or threatening feeling?
Or is it giving you a sense of peace?
And if its something you are actually hearing with your ears, what does it the voice sound like and whats the tone?
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One time I was asleep and it was like someone called my name out looking for me. Like, where are you? nicely but is was definatly loud enough to wake me all the way up and listen for someone awak ....
One time I was asleep and it was like someone called my name out looking for me. Like, where are you? nicely but is was definatly loud enough to wake me all the way up and listen for someone awake.
Other times it's a regular voice, always been a woman, and just saying my name like they were asking me for my attention, like they wanted to ask a question, nicely. Or just getting my attention.
Nothing dark about it at all.
I usually want to respond with, what? or, yes?
Thank you for your response, I am just curious.-
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Usually you will recognize it as your own voice or as the feminine
and may come from internally from the area of the chest
this directs you to look inside to your own inner guidance. I do not feel it matters that you put a label on "who" it is. The Lord/Angel/ Spirit Guide /Whomever it is an aspect of you that is connecting.
This happens to me often with my own voice so I have been able to immediately observe and I have noticed even though the voice resonates withing my vocal cords do not seem to move.
If the voice is that of another or masculine it may come from a seemingly external source
and is directing you to externalities.
On 9-11-01 early early morning I awoke to my own name being called. I awoke and closed my eyes again. Then I heard my name again and my big toe was seemingly pulled. I looked to see who was there and closed eyes again. Finally I heard my name come from the corner of bedroom near ceiling and my big toe was pulled hard. I arose from bed and prayed for hours before falling asleep around 7:00 am..
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I awoke last week to my friends voice, her voice simply called my name as though she wanted my attention. It was as if she were beside me and when I sat up I could still feel the voice resonating. Tears came from my eyes. I went back to sleep after a while and had a dream where she said. " A put your hand on my neck my blood Sugar is high" several hours later I was in Yoga class in relaxation and I heard her call my name again and tears came from my eyes. When I left class and was driving home I heard her call me one last time so I turned around to stop by as I pulled up I received a phone message sent an hour earlier asking me to come by. When I got in she had been on the floor red and sweaty her blood Sugar had been very hiigh and then dipped to the point where she was almost incoherent , so I gave her some glucose, sent her energy, fed her and sat with her.
so where the voice comes from there you must look for guidance.
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This is a reply to # 1,027,649Aye, mail I email you?
I know you have your email link on but I want to ask you first.
Thanks,
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Hey, I was recently looking for answers on why I've been hearing a voice whisper my name. Usually it wakes me up from a dead sleep, or I hear it when I'm laying down trying to go to sleep, and it's been happening since I was about 6. I'm now 20. I have no idea who it is, I don't recognize the voice at all, it's just a woman's voice lightly whispering my name. Most of the time, it doesn't sound threatening, but there has been occaisons that it seems agitated, and mad. And sometimes I hear a man's voice yelling "Get Over Here!!" The mans voice sounds like my dad's. But he's alive. So I don't know why I would be hearing that. Every time I explain it to someone, they just say that I'm skitsophranic. But I'm not. I've been hearing this voice for a very long time. I use to get headaches when the voices wouldn't stop saying my name over and over and over again, or someone saying "end it" over and over again when I was younger. Now all's I hear is my name. I last heard it about 3 days ago.-
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hello,
i´m interested in learning a very slow & long breathing (dry version / not under water) for medicinal purposes.
my goal is to reach 1 breath per 1 - 3.minutes, so i´d be grateful for any idea or suitable method to reach my goal without suffocationi ´d like to try learning this: "REGENESIS" https://www.scribd.com/document/18114563/Regenesis-1
regenesis is a wonderful healing techniques, introduced by a great Mr. Rasmusson http://www.houseofhealinghands.com/RasmussonBob/rasmussonb.html
i think his name shouldn´t be forgotten so quickly.
thanks for any tips!
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