Re: Mum passed away from COPD

It's been nearly 7 weeks since mum passed away. I am still here. My pc blew up shortly after I wrote my 1st post. I have just recently got it fixed. Cost nearly a $1000 to fix...something I didn't need!

Thankyou to everyone who posted. I am very greatfull for your kind words :)

Life has been hard since mum's passing. I am naturally a thinker and curious about all aspects of life. Living now alone gives me too much time to think,so I have started to meditate again. I was gearing up for a career in natural therapies and healing but I just don't have the confidence in it for now...maybe in the future?

The government is trying to force me back to work when I am too sick to work. I am trying to be positve, and manifest my future and ask for guidence from the universe.

I believed Fully, to a point where I thought I knew with out a doubt healing and spiritual matters. People used to come to me for advice! Now I am questioning things.Maybe this is all part of my learning? One thing I am leaning is to have compassion for everyone. I could have treat mum nicer while she was alive, not that I treated her bad...just little silly things got us in to arguments. Then in 30mins everything was back to normal.My teachers said If you have mastered yourself other people will not effect you. I use to let people effect me, now I learning to stay calm and not have to be right all the time. What a gift for my mum to give me.

I am determined to change my life around. Use my mums passing as a source of strength! I am going to try to be of service to humanity, animal life, to the earth and to the universe....I don't know how it will happen...I will just have to trust the cosmic.

As for the Ambulance guys doing the wrong thing. It does look like carring her wasn't right. My siters husband's friend is an ambulance driver and he said the way they did it was wrong. Also my sister is a channel / Psychic and she got a message that the ambulance guys hurt her arm and told her to shut up!! :(

If it wasn't for My dog and his love and humour, My sister, Andre rieu's music, Ceaser Millan the dog whisper and his Tv show, and a few other people, I may not have made it thru this!

Luella - I hope your right that people can her once unconcious...that would make me very happy to know she could hear my siter and me. We haven't found the missing documents yet :(

To the poster about Dr Kilde...I will watch the vids on youtube, Thanks for Info :)

Sara Thankyou for your post :)Mum said before she passed away that she would find a way to contact me...hopefully she will soon. I have had some strange things like all her fans and air conditioner turned off. Anyone who knows my knows how she needed her Fans and Air con in summer to help her. They have never turned off before and aince that day have never turned off again.

Spo - I will read the article, always interested in new health articles. Thanks.

To the people who private messaged me, I will try to get to your messgaes soon :)

Thanks again to everyone for your kind messages

Uly


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