The thing I did before is another thing I am absolutely ashamed of, and something I don’t even understand.
Like many other boys, I masturbated for a long time, and I thought nothing of it. I also mentally pictured a lot of girls, usually from my class, and it was just a habit of self pleasure I had. I never really thought about it, it was almost like a chore that I forgot about every time.
So I met my girlfriend, and we were ’something’ for just a week. We went pretty quickly, and after about 3 days we were already cuddling. Because I was temperamental, angry, arrogant, short sighted ...
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