Re: nde

I think you are right about the age thing. When I was younger, I dealt with it better. I went on and got involved with others, I traveled and the like, but now things have slowed down and the empty spaces are a not more noticeable. I have always been emotionally fragile, but it's the more recent enounter that did me in. Then too,I think women are more relationship oriented then men. We are the touchy/feely ones.

Karma does seem like a not to merry merry-go-round. Personally, I think paying for mistakes hundreds of years later when you have no conscious memory of what you did is a very inefficient way to run the universe...but then nobody asked me! You must be very insightful if you can look back many lifetimes and see its tread weaving its way through your relationships. I can't even get any straight answers from those who charge money to do it.

I don't know what you mean about "spreading truth". Middle aged women are pretty much invisible, and I find there are not many who are intersted in what I have to say. I am not so sure I know what the truth is anyway. Sometimes I wonder if there is any such thing. What truth do you spread, and how do you go about it? Do you write? Give lectures? I have been collecting data and an thinking about writing about holistic health for a small newspaper once I finish my book. I think that would be fun and keep me occupied, but I don't see it giving me the fullfilment I lack. Somehow, that is going to have to come from inside, not outside - but that is the way of a woman. Tweet