Its ok

This is Ed from the first post. What you posted i can totally relate to. It really struck a chord in me. If you want to talk through email or instant message dont be afraid i left my email in the email blank. I really dont have any to talk to about this that would understand me. I feel so alone. This all makes life so hard. The physical has now effected the mental. But its good to see that others can empathize with my pain.

Thanks
Ed