I know what you mean...when I get that way I get down on my knees and bawl to God and ask God what iz up... Then when I hear that God still loves me and we are only in this world for a little while... & we might as well do what makes us smile...
I get a big ole grin... I smile almost all day long then... Come to think about it...if I am not smiling...people think I am sick or something.. . If God is not within then God is without and let the sun shine in... and let it all hang out...It is a nice way to begin again...
The darkness is darkest right before the dawn... let the sun shine in Gehna ~~~~~~~~*