geez

thanks so much for that info.
That is exactly what it is, many darks night of the soul.

I am so happy you shared this with me, it has been so dark
I cannot even begin to describe it. At times it was almost as if was being visited by the devil... and was told it was evil spirits... by very catholic people... this is what had thrown me into a complete mental breakdown. I felt like I had the darkest evil in my mind, day after day.... every minute awake was like hours. It was so horrid, it was at this time, that I knew that I would never belong to another kind of religion again... heck, I even had a priest come over and pray over me to see if it was really evil spirits... he said it was not. anwyas, the people that were relligious said they still thought it was the evil spirits attacking my mind. I was so weak in the mind at that time cause the LYME disease was in the mind, and making me just crazy. I did not know I had lyme back then, this was about 3 years ago.

Anywyas, I still have not completely recovered my mental health.. as you can see from some of my outbursts. It is coming though.... and that is why, for me, to not share too much at this time... is the best for me. I dont like to outburst...
on here or anywhere.

HMMMM! I was going to ask you about your journey, what do you think? would you like to tell me? or maybe not? Maybe I can give you my email, or you give me yours? you are past the healing, so you may better know what to do. Some like to come on here, share and leave it at that. Sometimes it is better to read on here, experience and move on.

thanks ever so much, :)

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