Re: Definetly
Gehna...well, sometimes it's good to express yourself if you feel your soul is being crushed! (it's hard to stay in control allllll the time)
So, yes, 'dark night of the soul' indeed! I went through about 2 years of that - thought I was absolutely crazy, unemployable, the future looked like....nothing I'd ever want...ugh. It was bad. Luckily one day I had a minor revelation and I improved from that day forward. (I was 29/30ish) At that time I didn't know a thing about astrology and it wasn't until LATER that I saw what was going on at that time in my life (energetically) that I realized WOAH that was pretty intense! Thank goodness I made it! Crunch time.
So...hang in there - and you're lucky that you already know that you're learning something from this experience of yours and it's not just 'happening to you' for no reason...learning, growing, experiencing...and you'll come through it and look back and it will all be much clearer! (O Hindsight!)
You're a designer too? It's fun isn't it...I'm pretty basic (I can't draw!) - geometry is something I love and simple patterns. But you paint!! Good for you...are you still painting? That's soooo healthy to express yourself that way...keep it tup!
love Tracey