Sofia I feel 2012 is NOW. Meaning the future does not exist. So events do not happen in the future, They happen NOW the future seems to me at this point to be a construct of how we rationalize our adjustment to things going on around us. When I fully allow what IS to be, not sure how... (it just happens spontaneously) I see that time does not move. I see I exist in this eternal timelessness and gain the KNOWING i need to exist in the illusion if I so chose without breakdown. This occurs because somehow (Thru no apparent effort of my own) I have been given the grace to shake past old memories and the comparison of these memories to the present this creates the illusion of future that is usually less than perfect.. If any portal is to come it is here NOW. Being outside of time is definitely real when this is able to occur.