Re: I want to die

I was extremely hurt by your message. I believe that many people who think I'm weak truly do not understand the unfortunate ramifications that herpes brings. Having children, breast feeding, pelvic inflammatory disease, cervical cancer and speading the virus to another person are all compromised with herpes. The weight of herpes is really to much to bear it's still relativly new to me and the hard to deal with. I will not blame myself for someone else's inconsiderate actons; which deep down inside seems to be what hurts the most. I was not bitching I was just explaining how I today feel. I'm greatful that I still have family member who love me uncondtionally which has help with my many suidical attemtps. I'm not asking for a pity party I posted my letter b/c I thought others who might have been there could tell me how to say goodbye to it.

Yes I do have other major issues in my life but so is herpes. Before all of this I was learning how to live with 3 disabilities and now I have to learn how to live with herpes. It's alot to deal with but I'm trying.

Many people do not run from me but to me however, I will agree with you about the attitude adjustment. Today nor tomorrow will I blame myself.
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I was extremely hurt by your message. I believe that many people who think I'm weak truly do not understand the unfortunate ramification that herpes brings. Having children, breast feeding, pelvic inflammatory disease, cervical cancer and speading the virus to another person are all compromised with herpes. The weight of herpes is really to much to bear it's still relativly new to me and the hard to deal with. I will not blame myself for someone else's inconsiderate actons; which deep down inside seem to be what hurts the most. I was not bitching I was just explaining how I today feel. I'm greatful that I still have family member who love me uncondtionally which has help with my many suidical attemtps. I'm not asking for a pity party I posted my letter b/c I thought others who might have been there could tell me how to say goodbye to it.

Yes I do have other major issues in my life but so is herpes. Before all of this I was learning how to live with 3 disabilities and now I have to learn how to live with herpes. It's alot to deal with but I'm trying.

Many people do not run from me but to me but, I will agree with you about the attitude adjustment. Today nor tomorrow will I blame myself. Tweet