I STILL have memory lapses!! LOL

I think it's because I'm not getting the proper nutrition.

Yep! I recommended the water for hydration, and it is a natural cure.. especially the distilled water, like you said. :) 8 glasses a day [That's too much for me, but I should make an effort]. I know nothing can really be said to make you fall out of an ED. The idea just kind of snaps on its own, as you and I and anyone with an ED knows. I wish I had the right words to say, something profound that would be positively influencial. Have you read Lapis' posts on his journal called 'One?' The link for it is here ~> //www.curezone.org/blogs/f.asp?f=29&t=82813.6 They really had an influence on me. So much in fact, that I've written some of them down.
There are many days I miss the power I had with anorexia, and as spacey as I was, I had strength - but now I see that's all it was, a power struggle, and in that personal fight I was experiencing I felt no happiness. I'm sure you know what it's like: no matter what point you were at it was never good enough, like you could do so much better. But it was so lonely, so isolated, and pain fed that isolation. And I was so depressed over so many things...
I just don't want you to feel that way, Amie...
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