I am sorry to hear that. I am doing about the same physically. Emotionally a different story. I feel overwhelmed with all the advice out on the Net and don't know which way to go. All I know is I don't want to go the conventional route. I don't think it has much to offer. I'm looking at a few options. I found a post on the internet (http://www.oil-testimonials.com/essential-oils/556/surviving-bone-marrow-cancer-multiple-myeloma-). The person said she got over Multiple Myeloma with Young Living Essential Oils using 3 blends: Relieve it, PanAway and JuvaFlex. I emailed her, but no response. I also listened to an essential oil summit and one cancer suvivor said she got rid of brain cancer using mostly clove and frankinscense essential oils. I am looking into these and also cannabis oil. Right now I want to do a Colon Cleanse because of long time constipation and then a parasite cleanse as I feel this is a big problem. Also am using home made liposomal vit C, although I think I will improve upon it. Also using apricot kernels.